Glory Days of A-Z 90's Noise Freaks & Much More!

Episode fourteen of season 2 for Beyond the Podcast of 1984. This episode: Going back with more 'glory days' with a wild A to Z of a buncha those 90's noise freak grind bedroom rockers plus Sabrian Charge, remembering Katz (r.i.p.), & much much more!

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Holy smoke. here we are again with another episode of Beyond the Podcast of 1984. and, the last episode I spend a lot of time kind of, probably very monotone. That's me, you know? Anyhow, no more whining. Let's get to the point. I was talking a lot about, you know, earlier, like, noise, homemade bedroom grind noise, whatever. Bands. And I feel kind of bad. I should have done what I been planning since the very beginning of the show. Was doing research on stuff that I'm going to talk about. I mean, even if it's stuff that I know about. Anyhow, if you listen to the last episode, I was naming a whole bunch of, like, underground. It's when you use the word luminaries. But, a lot of people I, I knew, I know some still, you know, a lot of them just disappeared. But anyhow, you know, some other very important people in underground and not all of them. Did, you know, noise and and grind noise and, you know, you know, what I was I was just making a big racket. Some of them, like writers and artists. But I did want to mention, before I move on to this episode is, oh, I definitely wanted to mention Steve Eggs again, because not only, you know, of course, pile of eggs, but he did. I don't know if he's still doing it because I haven't heard him say anything about it. But he did, a really cool label called Egg Scab Radio. And it was basically, you know, all the stuff that he put out, you know, tons of stuff. And I think he's still. Yeah, pretty sure he's got all those tapes and stuff, so which is cool. But no, he put out a lot of stuff like Pile of Eggs and then his own kind of Zone Out project, which is pretty cool, called 3.2. And then he and I did a project which I'm really proud of. I still trying to get it on the CD. It was called P u. We did a 90 minute tape, which was really crazy fun stuff, and some of it was kind of zone out kind of space music. And then he put out a tape by EOI, which was this really big guy named Jamie who was really cool. But, you know, you got that. And then you had, Gary Ransford, who back then called himself Gary Yockey, and he did a band, really horrible project. I think it was on purpose was total crap or Benedict. What he used to call a little bit of Dick Tom. But then he ended up getting all the, you know, pretty serious. And he did this, you know, not a not too bad, I think. I still have a tape somewhere with the violet grind. And then there was this crazy, like, total pervert sleaze kind of noise freak, grind whatever you want to call a band called excellence. Guy named Jason. And then, you know, Chris Finney, who was associated with, I believe he's still around with Hal McGee, who did Halle tapes Halloween. And it what was it? Electronic cottage was like, a magazine that he did a long, long time ago. And he was married to Debbie. Jeff who? If you've ever heard of master slave relationship. They were married a long, long time ago. And, Howells put out so much stuff, I really don't hear much about them anymore, but, Hal tapes was really cool. He did this, like, really big double, compilation tape. And my buddy Adam from Moss and I were on it, and a whole bunch of other underground people like Brian Noring, which I got to mention him, you know, from 360 sound at I, but. Yeah. How old did a lot of stuff, I think. You still making music and stuff? I don't know, like I said, I haven't heard from him in a long time, but I had a bunch of people, I don't know, they just dropped me or. But, you know, off line, I'm like, well, that's fine. But, anyways, hope he's doing good. A legend in my book. Lots of electronic music, a little bit of power electronics, experimental stuff, tons of splits, predominantly tapes, but some CDs and stuff. And then, of course, did I just mention Brian Noring? We were friends for quite a while. He did a really cool zine, called friends of the Draft Resistance. And the very last issue he did was dedicated to noise and industrial and all that. And I gotta say, I was really grateful to be one of the, underground weirdos that was interviewed in the last issue. And, thanks again, Brian. He also did a really cool experimental project with a friend of his, and I apologize. Can remember the guy's name right now, but, they called 360 sound and in a solo project called E II, which was like kind of noise, experimental, just whatever came to mind. And his cassette label was called FDR, you know, short for friends of the Draft Resistance. And then, of course, we had, there was a guy named Andy, and that's all he went by, and he did, acoustic music, and he ended up doing like a split seven inch with vaginal discharge, which I mentioned in the last episode. And, be honest to this day, I've still never heard that record. I've had that record for like 20 plus years. I know it's kind of lame to say that, but Andy, he is another guy. He did like, is just basically him singing and acoustic guitar, and he was an underground guy, and he disappeared. And then of course, really cool, super cool guy actually showed up at my house one day and we hung out for hours. He was just traveling around the US, but a guy named Ed and Ed was in a really cool experimental band called Two Foot Tall Jerk. And I don't know what happened to Ed. I hope you know, if anybody knows Ed, I can't. I don't remember his last name, but it was really, really cool. Super cool guy. And he was one of two different people that actually showed up. Although I shouldn't say my house, but my buddy Adam and I, we were roommates three times and anyway, his apartment we lived in, we also had Doug Meyers showed up, who lives down in Ohio, and Doug's an awesome dude. He does really kick ass like weird furniture made out of steel. And he's just a really super sweet dude. But, him and Ed were both very cool guys. I don't know what happened. Ed, I hope his job is doing good, but Doug, I love you, man. I still talk to Doug once in a while. He seems like he's doing pretty good. His family is still making this crazy. You know, this art. And he made a monkey bar, set up for all these kids, I guess, around his neighborhood. And I thought that was awesome. He's like, oh, of course this is for you to play on. And like, Doug, you're a really selfless, awesome dude. And, of course, my one of my dear friends, from Indonesia, my friend in. I don't know what it stands for, but he does this noise core project with a buddy of his, and I actually did a split tape. I got, the produce tape came out on, Oh. So our guy was at extreme terrorism. Extreme? My god. But, give him a really nice produ tape and, red, red cassette, gel. The cassettes are all red. And then there is a limited edition amount on gold tapes, which looks really awesome. And it was originally a three inch Cd-R too, but sorry. So Ibrahim's project is called Apfel A, and it's really cool. It's low fi, total noise core stuff. And Hey man, hope you're doing good. I gotta get back in touch with you, buddy. I probably I'm sure I will have by the time the seasons are out. Just thinking about a bunch of other people. Yeah, I'm kind of just listing all these people, so, you know, if you want to look them up, look up some of these people. Man, I just mentioned a little while ago, Chris Finney, who, did, I don't know if he's still around. I know none of these people are really some of these people. I didn't talk to with Chris Finney. He's another legend from, like, the 80s. I did a lot of electronic, experimental, music and, apparently some weird kind of prog rock. It's unknown is right word, but, really big, cassette label. Another guy, I actually have a key. By by Keith Nicolay. I apologize for not pronouncing name right, but, postprandial, which is a really kick ass kind of weird free jazz. Experimental. Really great stuff. He's another. And all these guys are, you know, definitely they're older than me. And, I hope they're all at it, man. I hope they're all still making music and stuff, but, they're old school guys from what I wrote about. Because how also how McGee did a scene called housing, and I have a couple issues of it, and he actually interviewed some of these folks, and he put a lot of pictures and stories about his label and hanging out with other people and reviewing Total Underground music. It just it was a it was a really great scene. And of course, E. S extreme hair stands for my buddy Andy. I don't know if his label still on, but it was like he he had a label called Uncle Tuka, you know, from Germany, and he put out a lot of e stuff, which is really great. Total noise stuff. And the long promised e to the earwigs organized dorks. I'm still waiting for it. And I'm pretty positive that by the time this episode, this whole season's out, it should be out. Should have been out. So you'll get your copies. Man, this has been like one of the most delayed splits in the history of Noise Freak. But anyhow, one of the big things that he did was crazy. A long, long time ago, he put out a Garo Garo CD, which I wish I would have got my hands on. It's like I've seen it for sells, like, $200. I was like, oh, God. But a lot of underground people out there, man, that, that I remember from way back, just a couple more I need to mention, like, Lee Julian, a piece that did smell the stench. He put on a ton of cool noise, experimental music. And it's unfortunate. Anybody that knows about Lee knows that he pretty much turned into a, a wannabe neo-Nazi. And he dropped me off because I told him I was like, you know, a Nazi should just follow their leaders because I don't care for Nazis. I don't care for that crap I'm not interested in, and Nazis and wannabe Nazis, you know what I mean? It's like, oh, it's Germany and all these people, blah, blah, blah. I know these these people. Like, apparently Michael asked for who I used to be friends of the does grunt and, it's like and then bizarre uproar and I don't know what the heck is up with with some of the those bands from Finland. But just coming out, you know, pretty much coming out of the closet is just complete Nazi trash. And, you know, no, thanks. I don't support you. I have no interest. I do have, that's my old grunt tape. I'll never get rid of it. Still enjoy your early noise, but I don't care for your, for that bullshit. And then your pseudo pedophile stuff is a joke, in my opinion. So let's be as shocking as we can. I mean, that's why that's what you want to do. Do your bands like nickel 12? I'm not here to talk smack. I guess I am talking smack, but let me just say that, the only reason I mention, MC Mico Miko, is that he, you know, he used to be pretty cool and put out a lot of stuff, and he got pretty big and that's fine. Do what you got to do. But I'm not interested in the Nazi crap, so, you know, good luck. And then to me, of course, everybody misses this guy. You know, what I'm talking about is, cats from good organized dorks. And he did a label called Gothic gospel. Good organized dorks put out so much frickin stuff. I actually, have done two split CDs, with those guys, but I really miss cats. He's been gone for a while now. Miss you, man. You're awesome. Very creative. Funny guy. Always used to put up pictures of himself at raves with all these cute girls. As cool because he was a total grind noise guy. And, they just. They had a lot of fun. You like dance a lot. And, really neat human being. Very kind person. Never done anything bad to say. So. You know, I miss you, man. Did that other split with, Bruce Horman, which be nice if I promoted it. Sort of been already promoted. I got it done. I got quite a while ago, but, Anyhow, recipes, cats does a whole bunch of underground weirdos, you know. Of course, I think I already mentioned Mike jerk. He's. He put out so much breaking stuff. So many cassettes. He actually, did a and did, split city with Ranger dump, which is one a food from Soca and 10,000 other bands. A split Cd-R with them, which is pretty horrible splits. Pretty funny, pretty bad. But I liked it. And then, another guy that passed away is Mike. Mike sludge cycle from Sludge Cycle Records. And, I really like Mike. I just thought it was really sad. It's apparently he was a, What is the right word for that? I, it's like, what do you call it? Somebody is a, you're constantly high, but, I can't even think of the right word now, man should have looked at. Oh, it's it's, A functioning he was a functioning, addict. And he even told me one day as, I ended up by sending him $15, and he drew me a really cool logo, which I still have. I thought I sent it to my friend Zach, and apparently I did, and I still have it, and I want to use it, hopefully like to use it for my double LP. But still get that damn thing together. But really cool artwork. It was a really nice guy and only the sad thing is I did. I sent him like $10, ordered some stuff from him, and then I never got it because he killed himself. And I think that sucks. I'm sorry. He did burn a few bridges with some people. He never. I didn't know him like, personally. Like, hung out with them cause I lived in another city. But he put out a lot of cool noise, growing stuff, and I thought he was a really nice guy. And I'm sorry that his life ended like that. You know, in such a bad way as a lot of bad stuff that happened. And I'm sorry for that, but I'm just grateful I get to know him for a while. And, I love the logo that, he did for me. And, shattered that I was on a huge cassette compilation. I wish I could burn any of it for him. It was so good. Godzilla on the covers and a VHS box. It's not battle the God. A War of the monsters. War a guard. Get something like that. Anyways, tons of great bands on there, man. A lot of, like, crazy bands. And, you know, talking about this, I can. I definitely cannot forget my, old buddy who I haven't heard from in a while, but James from Raised In Me, and he also was in a really cool metal band called guess Lee secret that nobody seems to ever talk about. I think that's what he put out on CD. I think it's a really, really cool, like, like, this very cool, like true metal stuff. It's really good. And I raised a meet, recorded a bunch of stuff. Really cool. Texas Chainsaw Massacre tape, noise, experimental stuff. Yeah. Actually have my notes on me. That's why you probably hear that in the background, but, you know, and then, of course, you want to go on to infamy. I was friends with the guy I was extra friends with again for a while, and he disappeared again. But Robert and. Oh, no. Here we go. I'm gonna say the meat shits. Did a ton of stuff. I like the early stuff the best. The noise core stuff. But, first, you know, all the stuff came out, you know, Robert very violently anti-gay. And my thing is, hey, that's his choice. If he doesn't like Gabriel, fine. You know, but a lot of people hate him for that. And, I mean, it's used up here on fliers from NASA. Noise. There's against stupid assholes. But I thought it was funny. That pile of eggs ended up on that, too. And it's like, yeah, thanks. Thanks for calling us homophobes. I mean, just because Steve eggs one. So I would say some dumb stuff. That was his choice. Who's still my friend? Still is. And I didn't agree with them. Lots of stuff, he said. But you know what, man? Oh, no. You can only be friends, people to be exactly like you. And it's just a bunch of crap. But anyhow, early meet you two got a bunch of that stuff. I got the original chemical dependency demo. In fact, I just got the new one from my buddy Colton, and, it's in a VHS box. It's pretty cool. It's like old school noise course stuff. But, you know, Robert did, Morbid Granny records. They put out a ton of stuff, a lot of seven inches. And I guess the mutants are still are still around, but I personally definitely not in any of it. It's just way, way to death metal sounding. I like the early stuff. And, I understand, you know, he probably just got bored of doing the same over stuff, but I still love the early, early stuff. I still have all that fact. I still get that first seven inch. They did the live for an a holic. I was like 90 songs, seven inch that wheelchair full of old men. But I'm very happy to own that. That's that's a classic man. But yeah, a lot of underground bands trash fuck records. Patrick, my buddy Patrick calls himself a wigger. Oh, no, I hope I don't get big now, but he actually calls himself one, and he's a really super cool guy, but without a lot of stuff. I need to get back in touch with them. So many just. Oh, my God, there's so many people. And a lot of these people from, like, way back. You know, final exit, kick ass Japanese band. A little final like that. Boy, what do we got? What do we got? Testicle bomb. Clayton Klein and I feel really bad because I did something. He sent me, seven inch and a whole bunch of stuff, and I never wrote him back, and I apologize, dude, I really I don't know if testicle bomb is still around. I feel like such an asshole. I don't know if anybody here knows the dude, and I do. I just remember they do have one of his CDs. Also, I camera one that reality impaired put out, but it's pretty cool. Like just, you know, crazy, noise core stuff, just like a lot of screaming. And, I just feel really bad that I never got back in touch with the guy because he sent me a really cool package a long, long time ago. And there's been a few people I never, I just I'm a jerk, man, I apologize. I really would still like to get in touch with this dude. So I don't know if anybody knows. Clayton with some bizarre alien says hello. So. Yeah. What what's the point of this episode? I don't know, continuation from the last one. And I think that's about it because there's a few other people I don't really feel I mentioned on, and I don't feel I need to mention them. And I can't even think of other people right now. But there's so many labels back then, and some of these people are still around, thank goodness. Like for Andy from Captain three leg, just announced get another full length chapter three like CD coming out. It's got a bunch of other stuff coming out. Smallville still kicking total, but which I'm really happy. Yeah, I think, but you kind of get the gist of the something going on now, what, 20 minutes going on about this, which I guess, homie lame if you want, but, okay, before I move on from this episode is going on, but I know all these people are pretty cool band. I cannot forget the legendary in my opinion. Dan Buck, if anybody here knows what I'm talking about. He was, I don't even know if he's still alive. I lost touch with them, but very super cool guy. He contributed to tons of fanzines and even the magazines, like independent magazines. He wrote a lot of really hilarious short stories and poems and stuff was always really fun. And he actually had a book put out a long time ago. And I'm really honored that he he sent me one, and I still have it. In fact, when I found it again in one of my boxes, I was like, this needs to be on my shelf. It's a small book. You're kind of like Sonny Bono with thicker hair. Really super, super awesome, friendly, just a lovely human being. And I have no clue of Dan's still around. Just like, you know, friends been asking me. Hey, man, don't make jerks. So write of these around, and I have no clue. I know one guy disappeared. Frank. No shit from DC charge and, morbid shit, and, God, I will try to remember the name of that other total noise crazy noise band. He did. But Frank, apparently he's still around. He just doesn't get on social media very often at all. And I don't blame them. Sometimes I feel like just drop it completely off it. But, you know, the thing about, like, all these bands and I do have all those or some I can't, I just can't remember the name of the bands or anything. And I don't feel like getting on the phone and looking up more stuff again, because I'm kind of burned out. I mean, I've been I eventually do another episode talking about the quote unquote old days. But I also need to, talk about the modern days and, maybe the future days if I go into the future, if I'm still here. But, yeah, I'm still, Well, before I go on, I just want to say that I'm thankful for all the people that I've ever gotten in touch with and written me back, and my apologies to the ones I never wrote back, like Clayton, which, like I said, I want to try to get Ahold of you, man. Send you some stuff at least. Even if I never hear from you again, I owe you big time. But, I'm grateful for all the people that I. I've known in the past and the very few that, you know, still keep in touch with me to this day. There's a few of you out there. I mean, shoot, I cannot for the life of me forget to mention my brother, Diablo Joseph Melendez junior, because that dude has been he was he's been very prolific. You know, doing his fanzine way back in either world. Then he ended up as a public access show. And then, of course, anybody that knows him, knows he was also, he did other stuff on public access was an insane Domain Productions. They did that really cool, lo fi movie, which was really well done. The protector. Then they did Entertain or Die, which was fun. And then a very hilarious, entertain or die kill. Oh, really good stuff. And then, of course, neither world came back as, on YouTube. Recently. It's going to be old news, but it's I mean, this is out, but, these are all they're kind of screwed over by YouTube. They, they cut some of the clips you put on, which is a bunch of crap. So you violated all this and like, what are you talking? I mean, they didn't put anything offensively but plugs so I it's hell I'm proud to I don't know if you're ever going to see anything by me on there because, I've known of a few people though they've done shows, put them up on YouTube and also on YouTube, takes it all down, and they never get their stuff back. And this is stuff people worked on for hours. I think that's a load of crap. So if you're going to do stuff on there, make sure you have copies of your own stuff. So because if it disappears on YouTube, that's it. There. Anyways, I'm glad to see Diablo coming back. The new episode was really cool, starting a lot about horror, just like the old days and talking about, horror films. So hey man, you should apologize. You know, you put those episodes where you just talking about the stuff going on in your life. A lot of bad stuff, but, you know, it's good to get that out. We all love you. We care about you, brother. And, you're one of my best friends, so, you know, you got to do what you gotta do, man. And, I'm looking forward to seeing new episodes. Still hope to be a part of the old and W crew, because I would love to. You know, do some movie reviews and crap and just, you know, do what I do best or sort of, kind of. Anyhow, so we are in the middle of the summer. It's been pretty warm lately. I gotta say, a friend of mine for giving me a swamp cooler and turning that on a lot of my house. Keep trying to keep cool. I haven't been super cool, you know? Not cold, freezing, but, you know, keep it semi cool. Sleeping weird lately, but I think it's the heat and, But yeah, I've been going to 4000 holes a lot and, picking up lots of seeds, trading and stuff too, you know. Pardon me. Getting credit. So, Yeah. Ouch. My leg is really hurting today. My neck too. Oh, my God. So, yeah, this is, you're listening to episode 13 of the on the podcast of 1984. And I gotta tell you, if you're riding your bike on a Friday, be very careful. It seems like every Friday you get these. Want to be fast and furious morons. You could, hear him outside, roaring down the street. And there's their motorcycles and their cars or woods or morons. It's like Jesus. But, Yeah. I don't know how many more episodes are going to have. Are you going to be in this season? And, I also you notice on the show I don't have any, music playing in the background. Listen to some podcasts you like. Do you do do do do you, do you know about, oh, what's going on in the world of sports? And, entertainment and weather and, rumors and innuendos like it's now my show is about all politics. No, thanks. I have my opinion on politics. And I'll tell you what. I'm not sure people call me a, I wouldn't definitely wouldn't call myself. I'm not liberal. I'm not conservative. I'm not, Republican. And I'm not a Democrat. I'm just a person that has my own opinions. But let me just state that my show here is talking about stuff that I like, things I've done, and of course, blah, blah, blabbing about the past and a little bit of the present and, the, the the the the the the I feel like I'm doing a comedy show again. I remember the times when I was doing stand up for a little while. I would, write notes, trying to make plans like, oh, man, I'm so pumped. I'm ready to just get up there and make people laugh. And, you know, it's funny. I would forget my notes or I'd clam up and I'd screw up. And I get that, tell you, doing standup was kind of fun, but it was terrifying. And, I don't really miss it, although I'm being, kind of an oxymoron. Because recently I was like, man, I, I've been saying this. A lotta people make jokes. I'm like, man, I really miss doing comedy. The funny thing is, I, I miss it. But then when I think about actually doing it, I'm like, I don't think I really, want to because the very last time that I did a show, I was trying to be funny. I was wearing a skeleton mask, and I was sitting in a chair like it was a talk show. And of course, people were leaving and nobody was really laughing or, you know, making dumb jokes. I was like, I'm done. I did my five minutes. I go, yeah, I'm done. I quit, and a few weeks later I was like, man, I want to get back and do it again. I was so pumped. And then boom, Covid. Yeah. And and I can't believe it's somebody was just telling me recently, it's been like five years now. Five years. I mean, I spent some that's been going on like crazy lately. Is even a friend of mine just said that the other night. It's like time is going to be for, you know, it's going to be winter anyway. Oh, I don't want to think about that. I don't really I don't mind winter, but I get tired of all the snow and the wet and trying to ride through it and freezing. But time is going by way too fast, man. It kind of scares me. I mean, I turned 53 on June 18th of this year, and. Kind of freaks me out because I'm thinking, what have I done? I've done stuff, don't get me wrong, but I just, I don't know, I haven't done much. Just like I keep blabbing and whining about lately and some of the episodes that, oh man, I'm just, you know, or what's going on, consider why can't I? I actually have a difficult time, but I've been really trying. But anyhow, I'll say this again. I just don't want to, be lying in a hospital dying or regretting that I didn't do as much as I'd like to, so I'm trying. I I've always got ideas and plans and, I usually follow through with them, even if it takes me a while. And, hopefully, I'm sure that by the time these episodes are in your ears, like an earwig crawling in two year, I'm pretty positive that, I'll have finally had a list of stuff available from my band. Rereleases of a bunch of my stuff on CD and blah blah, blah. Unfortunately, it takes money to do that, some of that stuff. But I'm trying, man. I really, really, really, really trying to get a quit yawning too. I been doing that, quite a bit on the show, and one of my problems that I've noticed on, on this, on this, on this podcast is I haven't been very funny, you know, like what my buddy Tim was like, oh, man, you get to do your voices and stuff, and, you know, I should I should actually, we did an episode together and I'm hoping it'll come out, but we did, the collaboration was out a couple months ago, and I know you said something about editing it. And anyways, I hope people here, I think it's really funny. We we joked a lot. We did a lot of voices back and forth and it was, Oh, well, it's a wrong word my first year for raw or. Yeah, that's the thing. I kind of sucks as a man. Even when I was attempting to do comedy, I'm like, oh, I'm going to be real funny. And then I get up there and I wasn't very funny. Just like, I'm not being very funny right now. Or maybe I am. I don't know, I felt like I thought I got a, I don't know, kind of like, edit cough just, by like my wife left me and I was asking why my wife left me and, I don't have anywhere to go and, blah blah blah. See, get everything straight. Saturday. Now to man, I'm glad it's been an okay week. Not too bad. Like I said, I've been going, record store a lot. Need the lay off, but, Bob, Arbitron, you guys are awesome. Love you guys. Listening to a lot of music lately, I was I've been listening to since the last time. I was only like a two days ago and listening to real life. If anybody remembers them, send me an angel. I still have that 12 inch. Finally, the a weeks ago I got one of their albums. Has that. It was that song Catch Me I'm Falling. It's funny because I have that 45 to I got that a long time ago, but, you know, I was listening a bunch of back for a while, and, I had a guy who's like, oh, yeah. Yeah. Like, it's like album from six 1969. I was like, what? I said, oh, no, I'm not talking about. He goes, oh, Jeff Beck! And I said, oh no, I got nothing against Jeff Beck. I'm talking about Beck. Just the guy just call himself Beck. Steve threw up the guys. Like who? Which is ironic because the guy is obviously younger than me, but but that's fine, you know? Cool. Nice guy, nice guy. But, let's listen to some Beck and I can't remember who else. I know some stuff. I'm on YouTube. I'm usually watching Asmr stuff. Like Shanny and, Oh. I can't remember the other girl's name, but they're all beautiful. I love them, I love their voices. I've been watching this one gal. Vigo Asmr. She's she's super beautiful. But it's funny because I looked her up and it brought up a ton of, like, was it only fans? Like. Like, foreign? I was like, oh, God. I mean, and that's a thing, too. I was thinking about this recently. I started with my buddy and I was like, is it is it kind of mean to me to say that I'd rather see all these girls just doing their normal Asmr? Like, I don't know, I doesn't do anything, you know, you look up some of them and also say, oh crap, they're playing with themselves or naked or, you know, doing whatever, sex or something. But you know what I mean. I'm not being a prude here, but anyways, they're doing porn, and I have nothing against porn, but, you know, it's like I'd rather just see them with their clothes on, doing their Asmr. And I don't not all like that. So I kind of laugh. I've had people say like, oh yeah, all those ears are more. Girls are all like sluts. There are porn. Like, no, they're not that. They're not all of them are doing that. If they are, whatever, that's their choice. Man, this that sounds like witch hunting to me. Let's like, oh, let's condemn these, these women. How dare they, these sluts. And it's like, you know, if you don't like it, don't watch it. That's why I'm not watching their porn stuff. I'm just like, I'd rather just watch the, you know, regular Asmr. But I saw they're making their money. They're not hurting anybody. It's their choice. So anyhow, blah blah blah, I really enjoy Asmr. I've been listening to it for years. A lot of it's just it I it relaxes me. It really does. And I love it. I love their voices and a lot of those girls are pretty beautiful, too, to me. Follow some of them on Instagram. And, I've been on Instagram a lot lately. But I try to promote the show lately. I just put up a link and, now that was on Fort Book. I always call it Fort Book, but, get on x aka Twitter and, not really anything going on there. I mean, I've been on there for a couple of years, and it just seems to me it's a break first for rich people and celebrities, and I'm just like, I barely get on there. There's a gal I follow that I talk to, ones that are great while she's really cool, Beautiful Girl promotes wrestling and stuff, and I love the finder. I'm like, I want to look her up, see if she's on Instagram. She's really cool, but I just I'm not really a big fan of that site. It's not. It does. It doesn't really. It has nothing to do with Elon Musk, who I personally can't stand. I don't think he's great at all. I really have nothing to say about that guy, but I just don't. Really get excited over that site. I have more fun on Instagram. I mean, I know it's social media crap, but, I actually have good time on there. Or better still, you enjoy getting on free sport. I don't agree, I don't like some of the politics on there. Just the crab, the Zuckerberg's poll. But you know, there's a lot of hypocrisy on there. But I do enjoy getting on it because I got some really good friends from like some from way, way, way back that I enjoy talking to. And for me, it's a very great form of, communication. But I also don't get on there as much as I used to. I don't spend a lot of time on any sites. I, you know, because I got other things I got to do. And, Holy smoke, we've been going for 38 minutes. Yeah, I know this this episode hasn't been too exciting, and I've gotten a couple I wouldn't really say complaints, but I understand your guys's, What was do I want to say? Not complaints, but, some of the comments. Not. I haven't gotten them on the show, but, you know, outside the show. And I agree with you guys. A couple of my pals out there, you know who you are. But they're like, I like your show. But, man, you know, sometimes you're like, start talking about something and then you kind of lose focus there. Yeah, I have a bad habit of doing that. I do that and, real life too. And it's just something I'm trying to work on, man. I'm trying to focus. I think I've done okay on this episode. I've been I started out kind of, you know, part two, talking about underground bands and stuff. And like I said, there's going to be more of that down the road, maybe less. I don't know, I thought, I thought it was okay, you know, you get an idea. There's plenty more where that came from. But, Yeah, I have a hard time, I really do. I and I've noticed that really, really. It's been really bad the last few years. It's gotten worse, but I have a hard time concentrating, and it's been one of my downfalls in life. Concentrating and just focusing has been really difficult. I've thought about looking into it, but I really don't want to take medication. I really take 12 pills a day for all my other crap, so I really don't want to take more pills. I haven't got pills for the problems downstairs. And you know what? Oh, you can do all three of those. But, you don't want to go beyond that. I don't know. We'll see. I give them a shot. It's, It's not even embarrassing. Now, I don't really care if I was doing comedy again. If I was up on a stage, which I disagree that you don't have to get up on a stage to do comedy. I could do comedy right now if I want to. But anyways, yeah, you know, problems down stairs. You know, it's all about I'm not talking about the plumbing part. I'm talking about the around the corner, you know. Of course, behind the back, around the corner is where the fudge is made. But the the front door with the garden hose, you know, it's not, not working. Hasn't been working for about, two years now. And, the doctors gave me these pills, and I talked to them, and I thought, oh, I'm going to get this problem solved. And, apparently not. And it sucks. I guess I'm good. I'm glad. I'm glad that, I don't have a real wife or girlfriend that I get, you know, I got my dream woman who I dearly love, but, I don't know, she was really here. She might not even care. So maybe, like, you know what, I don't care. I'm not really into doing the deed anyhow. I'll be like, that's, That's all right. So I guess we're going to end this episode. Yeah, this this has been episode 13 of the be on the podcast in 1984, and we delved into the world of, problems with the garden hose. And we talked about. Bunch bands and and some labels and some people that are all cool. Mostly cool actually. Yeah. All cool. And, I guess that's about it for this few more episodes coming up. One I have promised for so long is coming up. It will be in this fricking season, and you will know it when you hear it, because it's going to be damn special. Damn special. So anyway, thank you for listening to my show. And, before I forget, you know what? If you donate some money, you can get some really cool buttons, so you should, because. Your mom and, Tim made them. They're really cool. The professional. Good. Art from the, every episode, you notice, there's, like, if you listen to the show at art, I do art or take pictures. And Tim manipulates him a little bit. It looks really cool. And, Tim does a great job. And I just want to thank you again, man. Thanks, Tim. I love you, brother. Thanks for being one of my oldest friends in the world. So yeah, more episodes coming up. Could be any day now. Of course, when you folks hear this, you could be listening on right after this. But of course, I haven't done it yet, so it's almost like I'm time traveling, brah. So anyhow, get ready for more crazy episodes and, probably do some more research so that I can kind of get to the point because I'm rambling now. So I was born rambling mutant. Okay, so till next time, stay sick. Take care. Don't forget to change your underwear. Keep the filth. Because the faith may let you down. But the filth will always stay with you. And you can stink up the world. All right. Okay. Out. Laters, doc.