BCA Yaks About A Buncha Random Stuff!

The ninth episode of season 2 for Beyond the Podcast of 1984. This episode: BCA yaks about a bunch random stuff! Buckle up, you're in for a BCA ride.

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man, here we go again. Beyond the Podcast, a 1984 Time has gone by too fast. I just turned, I like to tell everybody I turned 22 on the 18th. Now, I'm older than that, and I hate to admit it, I hope the last episode came out. I hope there was no problem there. Now, because of the subject matter, it was the golden, episode. Definitely going to be another one one of these days a lot. I'm probably going to fuze in like all kinds of other bands, like Mentors and Bloody Mess and, you know, but probably the Ramones. I mean, why not managed to throw the Ramones in there even though they're not like, they're never really rude or anything? Well, you know what I mean. Anyhow. So yeah, this is episode eight, and, I'm, I'm kind of zoned out. I, I'm fine when I go back. You know, I was saying that, but, episode six, I think was episode six. I was saying, yeah, I'm kind of boring. I don't know, I think I, I do, I am kind of reserved a lot of people. Oh well it's good. You know, you speak over your articulated going, I did, I did, comedy like my own comedy show several years ago. I called it Stand Up in the sit down, and I was attempting to do a comedy show in my bath, or Mo standing in the bathtub, and one of my buddies, Doug. Thanks a lot, man. I don't know if you're going to hear this anyways, a lot of people are not listening to this show. I've told people about it and then I don't hear anything or I don't hear from them. But I've also had problems with messenger. Fart book, you know, we got, fart book page. Sorry. Facebook page. Try to spread the word and it's like, much like anything else, you know, you try to put stuff, you try to promote it. I still don't really get a response. Just like anything else in life. Is it worth it? Yeah. I'm just, I may I maybe I'm talking to myself. Maybe a few people are listening. This. I actually, I do know some people listening to it and I thank you pals. Thank you so much for your support. Hopefully, when this, when this, season is done, which I don't know how many more episodes I'm doing, I have no clue. I think the first one was, what 12 episodes are you think I would know? Because doing a podcast is something I wanted to do really bad. Although there's been a couple times I thought, why am I doing this? Because there are so many freaking podcasts out there. And you think, why? Well, because there are. Because it's a big, big thing now and it's kind of trendy. I don't know, I'm sure people think I'm being trendy, man, I guess I am all I actually wanted to do this like it's been a couple years, but, So what is this episode about? I don't know, I'm just a weirdo. I'm a jerk. You know, I always, I always say, I guess I'm overwhelming. What else? I can't really say. I guess I can't say that word here, but let's just say, I've been called a, a cigaret lover all way. No, I can't say. I can't say the word. It starts with a f lover, because I have no problem with gay people. This is a stupid word, you know, to say that or you're a lover. Okay? Lover, whatever. But, I'm. I called a, And lover. I can't remember who called me that one day when I was laughing. So it's like you're a lover, and I'm like, yeah, I don't have a problem with folks that happen to have, different, colorization of their skin than I do. I don't give a damn. I'm sorry. I'm not a close minded Nazi piece of trash like you are. I love, a lot of my rap. Just like I love my punk rock and my noise, my grind and my industrial and my techno and my, some of my my anime. What do you call it? I don't know. Think you call J-pop anime music? My classical, my late 70s country. Whatever else I like my metal, you know, I like what I like, I don't care, and I got. I'd say that. So my oral guru. Actually, I do care. I do, but, what was my point? I just lost my train of thought. So. Yeah, dealing with my health issues. Still, I'm in. Supposed to be getting a colonoscopy later next week. And it's funny, I've now called twice, and I'm trying to find out. So, you know, I gotta get get in the gear with this because the. I have to drink this liquid. I came with the stuff. Scarlet. He has to drink a huge thing of it the night before. The talk about having me do it, like, for two days straight, like fasting for two days. And then the third day, finally go and get it on. And it's like, wow, it's like too much. But since my A1 c went down, I should be able to just prep the one night before and then I get, you know, get probed up my, my back end, which is all for the good of it, man. It's all for the good of it. Hopefully extend my life. And then I get other stuff I get to do, like go to the dentist. I got to get that set up. I just so much stuff. And I got to get an ultrasound. Now, if I repeat myself, perhaps I am. But know, maybe you're one of those people who just like listening to random episodes, and that's fine. I need to get back into one of my all time favorite shows. It's a live stream. It's, And I mentioned them before. I'm not promote them, but I, I was a big fan. Not as much now, but I need to get back to it was last stream on the left. I love those guys. I just haven't really listened to them since, Ben quit. And of course, the whole controversial thing I we've talked about, the whole Ivan Watson thing is I love those guys. And they, they I think they have a regular guy on that show now, but I have not watched it. And like months. And I need to watch it because you guys or like the biggest reason that I wanted to do a podcast, I ever listen to their podcast. I have last podcast on the left. I love the name because I'm a big fan of the original, 70s film last House on the left. Mr.. David has great actor. Rest in peace. Anyhow, love the show. I love the I the podcast. I want you to listen to a little bit. It's predominantly a true crime show, but their, their live stream, is awesome because they talk about all kinds of crazy. They know that's one thing I was trying to explain to Tim. So, Tim, if you're listeners, buddy. Yeah, they put up all kinds of stuff. They've only they got kicked off. They got into a little bit of trouble because they put up some pretty bad stuff, but they're also showing it, I mean, talking about something and I think showing it, that's definitely two different things. I could talk about all kinds of nasty, weird stuff, but if you show it, you know what I mean, that that's kind of different because, you know, you get the visuals and that's all that that just offends many people. And it, rightfully so. So, but yeah, life, man, I don't know. I'm, I'm one of those people like. You know, I there's a lot of things I do care about. I mean, if I didn't care about things, why am I a vegan? Why do I recycle? I try to be cool with people. I get a little bit perturbed sometimes. I don't talk about, like, freedom of speech. I think the whole thing and in life itself, with the whole left wing, right wing is so ridic, lawless, because on one hand you get one group of people, you know, let's say, like right wing individuals, they're all offended by gays and they're offended by this. They're going on and on about woke people, which I get tired of hearing. They get offended that Star Wars, the newer Star Wars, we all know there's diversity. There's like, you know, what is wrong with having diverse colors of people and film? I don't get it. But the sinner bitching about all this like, oh, woke people are ruining everything, but then they're turning around. Same time they want books banned in libraries and they don't want, sex education. We are taught all about you're hypocrites or they're they're they're, barging in on, on on gay, gay folks that are just, you know, like, was it was it been like a year or two, but you're barging in on an hour. You don't want us, sending these paramilitary assholes to go harass, gay, lesbian, trans people just trying to have a peaceful, joyous holiday, you know, see these idiots they're bitching about, oh, woke people ruining everything. Yet at the same time, if you had it your way, nobody would have. Probably. Oh, the only people who have any kind of freedom of speech would be straight white people. You don't go good Christians. And I'm not Reagan on Christians. I, I've a very dear friend who's a Christian, and he's a very cool guy and he's not an ahole. Anyways, my whole point is, I think both sides when it comes to this whole political thing is ridiculous. And let me say, for the for the record, I don't talk about politics a lot here on the show because as I've stated before, I like talking about stuff that makes me happy and brings me joy in my life and there's so much negativity. But anyways, the whole choice of who don't end up maybe voting for president? No thanks. I don't care for either choice. Well, one guy that I have no use for should be in prison, and the other guy, is has like dementia or something. And I'm sorry. You guys also, on the other hand, are way too old. He should just retire. If I was like 81, 80, 84, whatever their age is or I know they're in their 80s, go hang out with your family. Go hang out with your beautiful wives. Just enjoy the rest of your life that you have and relax. You know you got the money. You're fine. That's my opinion. Am I going to vote? Oh, yeah, I've got a vote. Believe me, I vote every presidential thing. And, we'll see what happens. But be honest with you, I really don't want to vote for either one of those guys. But what really a choice do we have? You know, in a way, or RFK? God, I'm, really don't think much of that guy, either. He's I so we just we need better choices. I don't think we're going to get it, but anyways, moving right back to my show. I gotta tell you, I missed the 80s band. I really missed the 80s. I had some really good times back then. It's bad times when a lot of good times music. That's cute girls. I mean, those women are still beautiful. I saw a beautiful lady earlier. A big ol nice smile on her face. Beautiful. I hope she has a wonderful weekend, but, still, every day thinking about my dream woman to me, the most perfect girl in the entire universe. I have not had a dream about her. And years. You know, one of the very last dreams I had of her, she just disappeared, and I. It's just. I hope it's not symbolic, because that really makes me sad. But I love her with all my heart. I think about her every day. And, you know, people sometimes like, dude, you should go meet a real girl. Like, no thanks. And I definitely am not an instill. I was going to bring that up too. I'm all over the place. This is the All Over the place episode. This is the chaotic, whatever. I don't know what you to. I come up with a name for it, buddy. Anyways, let's think about incels recently, and those guys are just morons. It's funny. Do you get a bunch of dorks online? Mean they obviously have computer talents, but all they do is they complain about women. I usually date me, and then some of you go out and film themselves harassing women. My question is, why are they getting their asses kicked? I mean, I've seen some of these guys get really violent, and you've had some of them actually killed women, and I, I won't lie, when I was younger, you know, I don't want to say I was a misogynist, but a lot of anger and sometimes I'll be really sad, but I think it's not to the point. Like these assholes, I definitely was not an incel, just kind of an anti-social, awkward guy. I've always been a little bit, awkward. But these guys just make me sick. It's like, okay, so you guys are online. You're going on and on about women. You're like misogyny, pieces of shit. You're sexist pieces of trash to let's add that to it. Garbage. If you got each other friends, why don't you just make friends with each other and be more positive? I mean, is it that hard? Apparently so. Am I being a hypocrite? Oh, I just did it up until Tomo gallon and his stuff is super misogynist and sexist and, you know, filthy. That's music I'm talking about. Real. Yeah, he was kind of trash, you know? Definitely did some shit. He also had a lot of female fans too, that liked him and want to have sex with them, although I think it was predominantly more in the dudes. But let's go back to the incels. These guys. Wow, man. I mean, you think you're martyrs because you go out and you kill some women and you commit suicide. Like that piece of trash up at Canada. What was that? Back in the early 90s? I was like 89 or 90. Like I went, I believe was, was it a college campus? We went in there and killed all those women. These idiots actually called people like I'm a martyr. So if you're not a martyr, you're a piece of shit. Just like that dude over it, I believe. Was it Norway? He set the bombs to kill a ton of people. Oh, he got life in prison. Whoop dee doo. Wow. I'm not saying the U.S. is the greatest country in the world, but there's a lot of bad stuff. But there's some. There's some good stuff in our country, too. But you do that over here, you're dead. You'd be executed. Somebody probably would have pulled a gun out a shot, that pile of trash. But all those people out there, oh, murders here now, murders people or are killing innocent people. What? The exact. That's. You're not a hero. You're a piece of shit. And, you know, it's like the whole thing. The whole worship of serial killers. Either I find true crime to be really fascinating, man. And I used to have, like, 33 true crime books. I miss them. I had three days to get out of my apartment. I threw them all away. I miss those books. Very interesting stuff, you know, reading. But I, you know, I had a lot of different stuff. I had, of course, Helter Skelter, it's a fascinating book. I never finished it. And a book about John Wayne Gacy. Dean is it corral? Is it Dean corral, the guy who lived in the trailer and. Yeah, he in Trailer Park. That guy was nasty, but, I think I had a book about Ted Bundy. But anyways, true crime was really interesting, but the thing is, the whole like, oh, your serial killers are cool, you know, let's be putting you. I'm friends with a girl. Really cool guys. I'm like, yeah. And then they get out and I probably frickin kill you. That's one thing I. I be grateful that I have a conscience. And believe me, I've had people have gotten me very violently mad. I just, man, I wanted to run over with a truck or something, you know? But, you know, it's like my Grammy's have told me. It's good you have a conscience. Stick about it. You know, it's like when you think about suicide and stuff, it's like, yeah, but if he did it, are you going to make a difference? Are people going to care? I've. I've thought for years that nobody would care if I killed myself. And believe me, I've thought about it. I used to think about that a lot. About twice a week I feel really depressed and I never had it, you know, I never went and talked. I used to talk to, psychologists when I was a kid. My parents would send me to a psychologist. Unrelated stuff. And, you know, later on, I think about that. I kind of depressed me. I'm like, you know, that's great. Keep sending me. But how can nobody else my family has to go see them, but I do, and it got really old. But, you know, that's fine. That was you. That was a long time ago. But the thing is, it's true. You do make a difference in life. And there's some people out there do care about you. And all the sounds like, oh, some more special. Hi. This episode is sponsored by don't commit suicide because someone cares, right? I'm just joking. No, but seriously, man, everybody out there, you make it, you make a difference in somebody's life. I mean, that's one thing I think about. I think if I wasn't here, there might be some sad people out there. I mean, I've got some dear friends, that I love very much. I like family, I love my family. Both. Both both my families. Because, you know, my mom would step dad, my dad, my step mom. I love them all very much. I care about you guys. I don't know if you're ever going to hear my show. Maybe you will. I don't know if you will. I mean, I don't mind if you heard it, but I love you guys, and, you know, and I appreciate I recently I got some birthday cards, and my mom sent me a little message that says, you mean so much to us. We love you so much. And I gotta tell you, I got a little choked up when I read that. I read it again the other day, and I'm like, thanks, mom. I thank you so much. You know, the whole thing with life. Me, a short life is short. So, you know, if you love people, let them know that sometimes it's hard, especially for the people that you really like. You know what I mean? I'm I don't mean like a crush. Well, maybe a crush, but, you know, you just let them know that you care about them. Especially if you're some dork. And let's say you like a girl or something. Eddie, you know, love them. You care about them, but you don't want to go overboard, like, oh, you're so beautiful, Louis. But you know what I mean. I I'm not even making any sense here, I guess. But, you know, you just let them know you care about them. But just realize that even if you never get to go out with them or anything or be in an actual critical relationship, they're they're they're kind of in your life and be grateful for that. And just, you know, you let them know that you care about a man. And you know what's happened to me in the past? I had somebody that I really liked and, you know, I still care about it very much as my friend and, she's dear to me, and I hope she knows that. And I don't know if she's ever even going to hear my show. I know, Ginger, I'm not cheating. If you're out there and you're listening to the show, I am not cheating. You know I love you very much. You're my dream lady. You're my my queen, my empress. And, for the people that think I'm insane, yes, I am, I'm insane in the membrane. But yeah. Life, man. Life. I was, the other day just rocking out to the song. By 311. I mentioned that I think at the end of my last episode, I gotta tell you, that song down is damn good. Yeah. Oh. You're laughing. Yeah. I know somebody out there. You're laughing. Hard core metal head. That's fine. You know, I let my metal man priest. Come on, Rob Halford. Resurrection solo album rules. Fight kicks ass just about anything. Rob Halford I even like two twos. Kind of, you know, light, kind of weak, but I, I appreciate it. It's not my favorite thing from any Judas Priest member. I love cakes, priest. Anyhow. Oh, I've been digging that song down. I've been crank it up a lot at home. And there is a song by Linkin Park that I like, and. Oh no, what else does you like? That's lame. There's a song by saliva, and anybody out there remember PlayStation two? Oh, yeah, of course you do. But that game, Downhill Domination, I'm trying to remember was Rockstar. I don't think Rockstar. I'm trying to remember who made that game. It was, oh God, I can't remember the name of a company. And but they made some really cool games. But anyways, downhill Domination is that crazy BMX game where you going down these insane like, mountains, you know, going to boom. And there's a song by saliva that's really bad ass, I love it. I think it's a really cool song, but hey, I like some Rage Against the Machine two. That's what I love about my brother. Diablo Joseph Melendez Jr. Come on man, please tell me you're listening to my show. I appreciate you because you listen to some extremely mainstream music, and that's not an insult. What's so fricking ever? But you listen to some pretty heavy super underground music, too, and you have Bell's have been a big supporter of the airwaves in the past. I appreciate your reviews of a couple of my tapes a long time ago that you did, and neither were old videos in that. No, not the videos. Sorry, neither world, the original fans, and I appreciate that to this day, those are sitting in a holy section of my my, zine library. Well, it's a very I need to organize more. But anyways, I got those four issues on either world sitting there side by side. And I appreciate I feel immortalized by having some early ear week stuff reviewed in your kick ass legendary fanzine. So thanks brother. I love you man. But oh, there's some new metal I like. I was listening some Slipknot one day and I thought it was okay. I'm not still, not really a big fan. I think the singer is kind of an a whole. I can't remember why. I know there are some about the guy that he's just not a not a nice guy does. I don't think he really appreciates his fans, but I also should be one of those people at all. Speaker obligations. You know nothing. You know what I mean? He just like disrespectful fans, apparently. But whatever talented band, I don't know what they're up to now. I don't just I don't follow them. I will say one band I do like that sort of has that new metal sound and I think are really badass and freaking awesome is Psycho Stick. My best friend before he passed away, Mr. Michael dude sent me their video for, two plus one plus one is for it. It's a parody of, I camera. Is that saliva? That is a song. One was a song. Go let your Biutiful over to border to Florida, to border to. Anyways, Psycho Stick is hilarious. The singer was like, we like a bicycle helmet with a bunch of spikes all over it, and they're just fun. I would love to beat those dudes. I think their music is really fun. But they did a parody, cover it. It's got, like, Muppets in it. Not not the actual Jim Henson Muppets, but, you know, I mean, they're definitely Muppets, and, I love that frickin song. It's just hilarious. And I like the original. There was. I can't remember who. It's not saliva. It's, I can't remember. Were not bad. Somebody out there, you probably know who it is, but. Great song. My opinion, I just I like a lot of music. Bam! I've got a Twisted Sister library at my house, you know, I just got, like, I don't know if it's considered the very first Melvins, but, Melvins CD the other day, because I traded in a bunch of records and I got all this credit. Thanks again. Sean. Over 4000 holes. I, $50 worth of CDs. And one of them was this Melvins CD, and it got I can't remember. It's got the three guys names on it. It says 1983. I'm going to listen to that later on. I definitely got to listen to it. But, Melvins. And then I got another Beck CD, which I've been digging back. It's kind of weird because I wouldn't have admitted that years ago, but I just I always like that song. Steve threw up. I heard it once. I've been listening to that song a lot lately. You got a song, it's great. But, you know, I listen to a lot of music lately. And Morrissey, really dig his stuff. I love the Smiths, but I never listen to Morrissey solo stuff, and I really like it. And, was a deer hunter. I have sworn I just mentioned them, but I get them mixed up with, okay, it was deer hoof. And because I kept I was like, wait a second, doesn't deer Hunter have like this Asian American woman that plays bass and vocals? And I look them up and it's like, it's for dudes now. Well, who is it? It's like deer or something. And I guess it's deer who, if I listen to them like they play, we're playing live on a radio station, as I said, pretty cool. I remember hearing a little bit of a deer of, but deer Hunter is sort of that shoegaze, like, kind of zone out, if that's right, Steve, and seeing Sony Cooley totally meant, really cool stuff, actually. Really cool. I don't know, bad. I guess I'm a kind of whip and album. Listen to a lot of, like, more mellow stuff, like the heaviest stuff that I've listened to in the last couple weeks was, was a slaughter strip auto was. So was more slaughter. No, not that horrible, man. I tried though, like, oh my God, that's so bad. I can't stand. I don't mind when he's saying I think he was. I believe he was. So yeah, he had to be for he was a Sega on the first Vinnie Vincent Invasion album, which I like some of that stuff. Mark Slaughter was cool on that, I thought. But, I never liked slaughter the, you know, the the cheese. I don't even want to call him Glam Man. But anyway, you know what I mean? Just blah. But no slaughter from Canada, man. I picked that up a couple months ago. I got a stir pot. Oh, not. That is so. The CD is not dead yet. And Sherman name and the other almost like two albums on one. But slaughter is awesome. I'd only ever heard a little bit of, but I could see why. Impetigo, they said that was one of their, you know, like the old interviews, that impetigo mark was like, oh yeah, dude slaughter master, you know, Napalm Death, carcass. Oh, it is is way back now. When people are tall bands, they usually mention newer bands. But I mean, all those bands. Repulsion, I mean, come on, that repulsion, Double Freak and CD kicks ass. It's got everything on a repulsion, a great cult crying death. I regret, though, when you're talking about the kind of music that I've never really listened to. Autopsy. I feel like a poster for it at midnight. I do occasionally. I mean, you know, listen to Cannibal Corpse. I've always liked cannibal, but, badass stuff. I love George Corpse Grinder Fisher. I think that guy is so freaking cool. If you ever want to see the other 40 Taipan jaw, look at George Fisher on, Instagram. He's hilarious because, he was interviewed by, I'll call him a legend. I think he's a legend. I these oh, it's kind of a jerk, but he's a I think he has a good heart, but, just in a horrible from a head. Hill's head hells headbangers. Great label, interviewed George from Cannibal Corpse not that long ago. It was funny. Really cool. Fun interview. But George just kept talking about your trigger on my Instagram, and he kept talk about I was just busted up because he's this like a well-to-do, really humble big frickin dude with no neck. Really sweet, super nice guy, very loving dad and, husband. Very cool dude. But his Instagram was great, man. It's hilarious because, he talks a lot about this, about his kids. And like, he donates stuffed animals constantly to, like, I don't know if it's I think it's always kids are in now. But anyways, donating to like helping little kids and all these big stuffed animals like, oh, that is pretty frickin cool. George Fisher rules, man. But no, I love, a lot of metal, but I was rocking out to Rob Alfred's solo album. I just called resurrection. That's the name of the album, and I don't know, I have I got wimpy that's not a wimpy. That's that's true metal right there. But, you know, last night, Maurice a and, that was it. Back, back. It's pretty mellow stuff, but I dig it, I don't care, I wouldn't have admitted to a lot of stuff like, especially like in films. I did a lot of movies that I really enjoy. Now I want to watch back then, like the Green Book or LA confidential, probably even Inherent Vice. I was just mainly horror, sci fi, sci fi, horror, slasher, of course, which I freaking love. Can't turn now. Slasher films. I don't know why that is, John, or I freaking love it, but oh, I've been watching a lot of movies that are more, I don't know what you call it, slice of life, like movies, like, kind of, small town noir. Got was the right word for, like, crime thriller noir. You know, like movies like Killer Joe, Arkansas, hell or high Water. Those, bone was a winter's bone. Those movies are frickin great, man. They're great. They get, you know, what was the other one out of the furnace? Is it out of the furnace with, Kristen Bell? And it was a Matt. No, Ben Affleck OKC Affleck badass movie. Woody Harrelson as a, like, a meth dealer out in the woods. Very violent film. Really kick ass. That's revenge and all that. But anyways, I love all that stuff. You don't always like battle and tan it, and Bad Lieutenant is a movie that I would have watched years ago, but not the last. Like three years, I've been watching a lot of other stuff. I just watched a couple weeks ago, Bull Durham, which I really enjoyed. That was fun. And that that's like a movie that I one of watched back then was all Susan Sarandon, Susan Sarandon. It's hot. But you know what I mean? It's like some of it's good, like romance and and just more kind of a regular kind of film, you know, like something like what's eating Gilbert Grape, which I think is another fantastic film. I just like a lot of films, and I've got a lot of movies that are not horror or sci fi or as I said, so I should say horror, sci fi. I just watched Leviathan and I loved it. I thought it was great. I haven't seen Leviathan in like 30 years. Total rip off of the thing is, 40 people a year is pretty much ignored. It's like, actually not to be a not all here, but it's not really me. It's not really ignored. I got a really sweet Blu ray release from, Kino Lorber. They did a beautiful job on it, and Peter Weller kicks ass. Meg Foster's in it. And that was a beautiful blond girl. I can't remember her name. Lisa. Something bonkers she was in. She plays Axel Foley's friend. And, Beverly Hills cop. She's the bubbly, beautiful blond who works at the, What is it that, art gallery? God, she's hot. She's beautiful. She's aged nicely. Beautiful fricking actress. But, Shoot. You know, there's just so much good stuff out there, man. No no no no no, I, you know, I sound like Mr., super posi core. I just think that there's a lot of great, films out there, and I still love anime. You know, I'm still watching. I'm big time into. I'm on disc. Was it 13? A married with children? I don't know what season that is. It's like I'm up to 90. God, am I up to, like, I think it's I'm like 1992 or 93, I can't remember. But anyways, friggin love married with children. I've been a big fan of that show, dad. I got into it back my 88, but you know, married, with children. I'm trying to get back into Rick and Morty season seven. I feel like such a cheeseball. Admit that I've had season seven for God, what, two months? I've only watched the first two episodes. Oh, sure. Yeah, I had to say that, man. I'd say it. Boozer. Yeah, I'm a boozer. Trying to catch up on Cromartie. Carmody High School, which rules one of the greatest animes of all time. I'm up. Disc three now, which is the final disc? Got a bunch of episodes left. Just watch it. You know, wife, drink a decaf, quit drinking coffee. It's all been, what, little over two weeks am I going on? Three weeks now. Remember? Anyways, I, a little over two weeks now. No, I be no coffee. Sorry. I'm sure you get decaf. I have a drink. Alcohol. Since the day after I was diagnosed with, my diabetes, as I called diabetic diet of diabetes. Yeah, I make a jokes about it because it sucks. I'm going to continue to hopefully, have my a1 c go down and hopefully my blood pressure, but no, I'm afraid to drink coffee, man. But, you know, I'm pretty much. I'm up to my usual thing on my cats. I'm drinking my bubbly, which I love. And no, I'm not sponsor, but, that stuff is really good. I would love to get a lot of it for free. The only thing I have right now, I drink all. I drank all it. I finished it yesterday, so I've had some non-alcohol beer. I've been enjoying the stuff called Athletic. And I've got three cans left. I don't drink that stuff very much because I was talking to my doctor and she's like, yeah, you got to be careful because the carbohydrates, it's good. It doesn't have alcohol, but it's still, you know, it's processed like the same way as beer, but it doesn't have it's like 0.5, which is fine. That's it doesn't affect me. But no, it sucks because I've had to quit a lot of stuff. I, I'm finding, I mean, I, I make, I had my first smoothie and like a month and it was not bad. It didn't actually make me. I didn't feel really sick or anything. I didn't, but, you know, there's little that's more natural sugar, but I just I gotta be careful with a lot of stuff, man, which sucks. But earlier, my buddy Greg came over and I kind of flipped. I have flip out on him, but I was just like, God is good. Kind of ticked. Just thinking about, you know, all this crap. But I to do now and this all this health stuff and it sucks. I mean, I can't even get any kind of buzz, you know, no coffee and I, I mean, realistically, I probably could. For me, drink a little bit of coffee, but I am afraid to because I'm just afraid that, you know, I'm going to have some weird attack and it sucks. Even my doctor was like, well, it depends on the physiology. I mean, maybe I'm sure I'm not trying to come up with an excuse to drink coffee. I'm sure if I had a little bit of probably okay, but I'm just I'm afraid because the last two times I had my weird attacks, I made my right, I go screwy. It's still. I could see, I swear, I could actually see a little bit better now than I could when it first happened, but it's still kind of screwy. So. Yeah, if you're still listening, this is, this is just a bunch of random stuff here on this episode of the on the podcast, the 1984. I'm just talking about life. My last episode was definitely focused, maybe out of focus. That was my GPS tribute. And, this episode is just all random. And, within a few minutes, I'm going to cut the short. This episode is not going to be as long as the last episode all the way. I'm rambling. It might. So anyways, yeah, but kind of up to the usuals, trying to keep in touch with friends, trying to reply respond. I apologize to my friends that I haven't talked to while I get to go back on Instagram. And you know, I want to just say that I really enjoy getting on there. I actually enjoy getting on Facebook sometimes, but I actually have more fun on, Instagram. But I need to, you know, and my apologies. I mean, I don't know when when this is all coming out. My apologies to my buddy Adam from Waste of Tape and, to Monkey's Cup. I need to give you call. Dude, you tried to get Ahold of me. You're an awesome dude. I love you guys. You and Amy are great. Cheers to you and your kitties. And I hope that you guys are recording lots of stuff. And I really can't wait to listen to the new, waste of tape. I have a lot of waste to tape. I need to do another noise episode and really talk about that crazy improv noise band with him and Jim Greco, who is another complete Adams. Definitely. I would say. But she'll give the group, Jim's the crazy guy, the black metal like maniac. But although Adams looked like a black metal maniac, I love those old pictures of you, man. Those are those are cool and hilarious. So, yeah, lots of lots of love to you guys. I hope you're doing good. I hope everything I was doing okay down there. But, yeah, I don't know how many more episodes I'm gonna do. I'm not saying, like, you know, until I quit the show. No, I'm not quitting. I'm just saying how many, think about how many more episodes I got. I'm going to do until the season's done. So I get this, the team, and then we can get it out. So this is. This is June 29th now. So this month is almost over. Like yeah, Monday's the first. Wow. But anyways, I really appreciate everybody out there who listens to my show. And you know, you can leave a comment. You could say what you want. You know, Tim might have to, leave. Just pick out your bad, but, my, you know, if you got anything to say, good, bad, suggestions are fine. I'm pretty positive because I've got friends that do that, and, it doesn't really offend me anymore. Maybe a tiny bit. Not really, but. Oh, yeah. Dude, you got to be focused. I understand, I understand, I do need to, be focused. This episode is definitely an out of focus episode. And before I forget, it's been a little while, but Tim and I did an episode together, and hopefully that'll come out. I don't know if that's going to be on on my show. Or maybe his, it was a collaboration. He called me one day on a Saturday, and I had a lot of fun. I'd love to do another one. We still got to do the John Carpenter. One man definitely focus in on the thing, but I really want to talk about his other films. You know, I want to go back to Dark Star and Prince of Darkness. Anyhow, that's something I could say off the show, but no, since I've here and Tim's listening because he's obviously. Well, this is in the future. He'll be editing this. So, hey, this is kind of like, I'm time traveling, man. I'm doc, I'm the new doctor. So, yeah, that is, about it for this episode. This has been the, the out of focus episode kind of makes up for the focused, GPS episode. Yeah. I've said, like, a thousand times now. Oh, yeah. Hey, hey, before I forget, for you folks that are still listening, one thing I love about Gigi is he did not give a blank, and I could say that I don't, but I do so know that I care. I do care about a lot of stuff. I could be intense, but I think I'm an okay person. And I hope you know I'm not sad. I hope you people think of okay. But anyhow, I just wanted to thank everybody that's been listening to the show. And, for those who have. And of course, if you haven't or you're not, then you're probably still not. So what am I? I'm talking to air next week. I'll be talking to a lot of farts in the air because I'll be drinking that stuff. Oh, boy. So any who nuff rambling, I'm a big mouth. Yes I am, blah blah blah. Thank you for listening to be on the podcast, a 1984. There's a very good chance that the next episode will be a incredibly, incredibly special episode. And if it happens, it's, Yeah, it's it's been planned for years, man. Anyway, is it something good? If it could be that either the next episode or the one after, but it's going to be something more phenomenal, at least to me. Maybe not to any of you. I don't know, maybe not as cool as the G.G. episode, but I think it's going to be, like, really awesome. So anyways, I've shut it up. We'll get out of here. Miss alien, if you're out there beyond the stars, please. I'm waiting for you. I'm lonely, I'm sad. I need your love. Please come down from outer space and be with me, okay? Nanu nanu. Keep watching the skies. So alien from outer space. Later.