Season 1 Finally Ends a.k.a. A Total Mess

The last episode of season 1 for Beyond the Podcast of 1984. Featuring a Sour Mash cover by BCA and an oldie by Angry Pussy N' Bitter Phallus's (BCA/Shawn Carmen). Season 1 finally ends and it was kind of a total mess. On to season 2!!

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Yeah. It's me. The bizarre alien and here's another episode of, Beyond the podcast of 1984. I started recording this episode, and then I recorded over it so many work video I haven't seen in years, one of my favorite songs, Who Can It Be Now? So plus the episode kind of sucked anyways, you know? So hopefully this one's not going to hopefully I'm not going to be recording over this, but if I do, you won't know because I'll have recorded over it. I'm still here. It's kind of zoned out. It's, What is it? So we'll pass 1:01 a.m., everybody listening to this? Yeah. This is, What was this? This is technically, I think, the 13th episode, and by this time, I'll have already sent my SD card to Tim. I don't I mentioned Tim, he's my quote unquote producer. Well, technically is, because when I record these episodes, I'll have, you know, I'm going to send him to all of a sudden. And, this weekend, finally, I was on an SD card. I actually, I can't even what the, I can't even get to the point. Anyways, it's a new episode here. What have I been up to? What have you been up to? I I've just been up to the usual. Definitely feeling a little bit better than the last time. Last episode I did, I still have those, like, dry cough. So, you know, but I would like to say I'm feeling a lot better, but I actually, I haven't been feeling a lot better. the last few days, I've been really, really tired. Too much starch, man. Supposed to be cutting down on a lot of stuff. And I don't know, I'm not doing very good. I'm trying to eat better, but I've been broke a really need to go back to the doctors as soon as we go and talk about my hypertension with my heart and then, you know, my blood pressure and then also my stage two diabetes, which I'm taking my medicine every day. This is taking my vitamins, all that stuff, man. I've just I've just been a really tired. I've been eating way too much food before going to sleep, which I'm not supposed to be doing. I don't think anybody who's really supposed to be doing that. So what's the point of this episode? Just me being me. So actually, I'm not going to feel bad anymore because that's what a podcast is, a lot of podcast, you know, you got podcasts talking about true crime podcasts, talking about truth telling, whatever. You know, I am, I am, this is about blah blah, blah, whatever, man. You know, and I'm kind of get tired of, you know, I keep saying, oh, I'm gonna get to the point, you know, concise and blah, blah, blah. You know what I'm curious about? Oh, man. I've been watching a lot of married with children again lately, so I'm kind of inspired by Al Bundy. Pardon me. Was doing my own freaking thing, you know? How about fun? I don't know. I just I haven't been feeling very creative lately. I have been playing my guitar a lot. That's always fun. That's kind of creative, you know, trying to learn stuff. I just, I really haven't been doing much of anything. I actually tried to start on a new comic book the other night and had a rip on the page. it was crap and the art sucked. It was just crap. I tried to draw on a picture of Ginger. It looked like crap, I trashed it, I picture I kept was this monster that I started drawing. I don't know, I redo it, but I just, I don't know, man. It's like the older I get, I'm getting more jaded. You know, when I was younger, I was really inspired to do stuff. I used to write a lot of letters. I was on the phone a lot, talking to friends. I was constantly recording. I was doing a, you know, a scene. I was doing a comic book at the same time, too. I used to do what was it? Destroy the World fanzine. And then I was also doing Xenomorph comics. I mean, I'm still doing stuff. I just, I don't know, I don't really say that I'm not doing a lot of stuff. I'm doing maybe, kind of a little bit more than I was for a while. I still jam, you know? Well, I don't know, record my noise really very occasionally. I just, I don't know, technology. A lot of technology just doesn't make sense to me. If you really go, it's real simple. It's like, yeah, maybe for you. I just can't catch on, man. So I gotta say, doing this podcast is actually inspiring because at least it's something I can do, you know? And, this weekend I'm sending this SD card off. Finally, of course, you know, people won't even know about that. Or like, oh, because, you know, you're not here with me. You seen me do it, but I'm going to be sending it off once all this stuff to Tim. got a Blu ray is going to be coming out sometime this year. So right now I'm writing down. You know what he asked me? Like, write down what you think needs editing, because a couple short films I did back in 92 and 96, Death was Black and a Beautiful Day, and they're pretty horrible. They're really bad on a low budget shot on video, shot on VHS. But you know what? That I'm proud of them. I believe me, I've got movies that in my collection I think are worse. And I'm not kidding when I say that just to make myself feel better. But, and some of these movies are actually out, like, you know, what is some of my big companies? And it's funny, but at the same time, it's cool because I'm glad that there's a lot of weird underground, super low budget, lo fi, you know, movies. And some people can argue, oh, those are movies. Well, maybe not to you. I really love shot on video. big fan of shot on video. Or he talks about found footage, but to be found footage is almost like, kind of like the next step in, you know, the extremely low budget, a lot of it. It's horror, which I appreciate. I like, I think horror is the best for like, shot on video and found footage films. But anyhow, so, I mean, I can't say I haven't been creative at all. I'm doing that every route. yeah, I got to rewrite it. So it just makes more sense because I don't make sense for a Beautiful Day, which stars my buddy Adam from moths. Smart frog. A route map difficulties. Tim's in it. He shows up, and then I, I, quote unquote directed it. And I use that term very loosely, and I play a couple different characters. Pretty horrible acting, but it's fun, you know? Got some music on there by Fossil Fuel and the Hedgehog Orchestra, which was a pretty horrible band that Adam and I did a long, long time ago. And hopefully one of these days we'll get our 90 minute concert out on CD. I think I have a CD. Oh my, I don't know where I put are going to find it and I think the files are on. I don't know, I'm just I'm so unorganized, man. And a lot of this up. The show is just about, you know, it's I'm talking about my life. I'm talking about stuff that I did to, God, I can't think straight. And I get frustrated. I just, I don't know. So those I think I've got like, ADHD or whatever, I don't know, do I? Maybe I do, I don't know, I've never been, you know, been checked for that. But I do think it's funny that nowadays you get all these like, oh yeah, this kid is this or has this OCD or you got this, you got that as funny. But I think it's just like another thing, you know, I'm sure it all existed, but you just didn't hear about it back then. Now it's just like, whatever I believe, medicate everybody, keep on mind control, whatever. You know, if you want to see that. Not not necessarily my control, but, you know, just let's not cause any problems, you know, because, like, crap like that say I don't you make any sense. But when I was a kid, my mom said that I was hyperactive and they wanted to put me on Ritalin, and she said, you're not doping on my son. So I got, I think, my mom for that because I still get a little bit hyped up. I get really mad sometimes. I get so absurd, about a pill and I actually have. I got so upset about Aleve. Like I was, playing a show one time, the earwigs and a drink, a bunch of coffee earlier, some pretty bad black opera. And anyways, I ended up right in the middle of my set and run to the bathroom a few. I've done that quite a few times. I haven't had a problem as much as I used to up at the I don't know, maybe a month ago, I don't know, maybe if it's medicine, I'll take it. But I at least two times a week have woken up and my stomach has been bile nauseous. I start talking, you know, to my roommate, or I try to make a phone call and all sudden feels like an anxiety attack, but I just I feel frickin terrible and I end up just throw it up and and I feel really weak, horrible. After that. But yeah. God, I don't know. Sitting there kind of staring at the ceiling. I've been reading the really read a lot of H.P. Lovecraft again. One of my heroes read a lot of his short stories. I started watching that cough and Joe said last weekend, it's frickin great. I can't remember the names of the movies I watched. I really don't I don't remember the names of them. Hey, that's that's my show. I don't have the reference, but let's just say they're they're really good movies. Really weird. I've already seen three of them because I have the old DVDs with them, but I'm going to watch those, like, not watch all the ones I haven't seen first. And then I'm going to go back. I'm, you know, what was that? Was. That was a damn. I remember this title position corpse, and I can't, you know, I know, yeah, you Covid Joe. You know what I'm talking about. But the the like the first two, I believe the first, his first two films. But you know, the ones with the Coffin Joe character and then of course, awakening of the beast, which is all about LSD and was pretty interesting. Odd movie, but, yeah, really happy I got that, recently discovered, pretty positive, ex roommate stole my cheerleader camp DVD, which is one of my favorite movies. I'm like, well, that sucks, because I went upstairs and I was looking at it and I said, I'm like, this is weird. Open. This is the J card, no DVD. I great, and I know for a fact that when I watched it a few years ago, I put it back up. I put it back in the case, put it upstairs, and if by some weird miracle pops up, which I'm pretty sure it's not, because the guy also took a bunch of my movies. I had to deal with. it's a big thing. I'll probably talk about the episode Wise Days, where they go to court and go live lives with Adam. My kids and I lived with them for like two months, and the deal with a whole bunch of bullshit, and it was bullshit. from very violent, obviously bipolar, schizophrenic roommate getting very wise to be my friend. I consider one of my best friends, and we ended up becoming roommates. And things go really, really, really bad. Well, anyways, you actually had the gall. I wasn't. I barely ever came back to the house. I came back like once during that two months and oh, you were bored. A bunch of movies would put him back. He did invade a bunch of them. We're in with his stuff before he came back to get a bunch of stuff back, which he was supposed to do for first time when I went to court and the judge said, yeah, v two hours to be two hours and let the guy come back like three times to get his, you know, more stuff. So give me a break. But anyways, so I discover, you know, a bunch of my movies mixed in with his. So it's like, oh, you're planning on taking a bunch of my movies? Well, thanks. But I was really, really. It's off. It's off. It's off. It's off. It's off. It's time for a bizarre music raid featuring the bizarre alien himself. go. Over. Time. So if I you this, I should say this, I was I was you this you should say about I was, I was eight, I was upset, I was quite frankly up pissed off about this. Now you should see this. I was I was you, this superstar. I was so pissed. Get pissed off. Now. So I was so upset. I was so mad. What is now? What is up? So pissed off. You should see about what I was paid. I was like, where I, I was set up and I was. Oh, oh, oh, I put you in a face. Yeah. I beat you up in here, seat. Wow. I, I was very upset. The opposite. Happy and happy and satisfied in a way that is retarded. For charging $50 a month to play a game, they paid $70 for at least a half. Stupid. You don't get your rip off tactics damage. I'll beat you up with your own glasses. Stupid. Oh shut up. Okay, fat face, that don't make. Yeah. Oh, sorry. Yeah, okay. That was dedicated to my good friend poopy from Sour Mash because he was pissed off, We now return to beyond, the podcast of 1984 with the bizarre quarterly alien. cheerleader Camp was one of my favorite 80s, like, slasher films as Terry Weigel. was it the big Gothic? It was a Porky's. I don't a big guy because he moons. There's a scene where he moons everybody's giant ass. But anyways, it's one of my favorite movies, and I was like, what? So I'm like, okay, well, I'm gonna look for it online. I'm sure. It's like, you know, not super expensive. I'll just get it again. You know what? No, it. Yeah, start in like,$30 plus and going up and then all the cheap ones are like these, like region three, region three DVD. So those are all cheap. But so, yeah, if you have a player and it's under the name Bloody Pom Poms is like, no, I want it under its frickin original name, cheerleader Cam. Well, anyways, I did break down, I ordered it, I probably should have waited. But you know what, man, I it just sucks. It's like my frickin movie. so anyways, I'm supposed to get that any day now, and, it's a really, really fun movie. It's kind of creepy. reminds me a little bit of Sleepaway Camp, you know, in, you know, of course, it's sort of camp, but this one's for, like, you know, these these girls training their cheerleaders, and it's pretty good. It's one of my favorites. Has a pretty twisted ending. But, what else? What else? Oh, wow. Okay, we still got. We still got a little ways to go. Go. But yeah, that really took me off. some other stuff disappeared. I can't remember right now. It's, Like, what? I friggin one of my other movies. Okay. Oh, yeah. I was like, But I did find that Hellraiser two, though, that I can't remember where I found that, but I gave it to my roommate because I ended up getting the arrow film's Blu rays, the special editions of Hellraiser on it, too. That's all I need out of those, because Hellraiser three and, no thanks. if you like them, that's fine. I don't. that's one thing I haven't really thought about. Stuff I don't really like. I don't know if it's a waste of time, but I don't know once in a while, I like to sort of purge my mind of things I don't like, I like, I just I can't stand the scream films. I try to watch and Final Destination, I think it was like part two. It was kind of okay, there is no way I want to sit through all those. I'm just not really into like a lot of these, like later 90s, so-called horror films. I mean, that's why, you know, people like them, but I just, I don't see the appeal of scream and, like, scream is as blah. the one I don't. What was it? the urban legend was terrible as. Want to go stay alive. That guy was friggin terrible. And all the reason that I sat there, that I borrowed it from a friend years ago on VHS. Sophia Bush writhing is real, is beautiful. That's why I finished that movie. I sat through the whole thing, but, God, I thought it was. This is too slick. just not really scary and just doll. the one movie I do really like from, I think it was in the late 90s. There was the early 2000s, but Lovejoy. Right. I think the first one was great. Second one was kind of entertaining. A third one was okay, but it's kind of funny. Like the killer each time is played by a different actor, but it's supposed to be the same character. Rose. The nails are more commercial from Rooster and Girls, but the first one, you know, reminds me a little bit of duel. It's a the driver of a truck does talk and Newell. Newell rules. Duel is like, I think it's one of Steven Spielberg's greatest frickin movies of all time. I was like, boy, that was his first major film. It was supposed to is made for television. Anyways, I love it. I love the original story by Richard Matheson. I'm a huge I love Richard Matheson. I'm a huge fan. I got a couple of books, you know, blah blah blah blah. My brain is not working. Anyways, there's a lot I, I refused to watch. Was it stupid? So gold remake. kind of. Okay. It's Kiyoshi Kurosawa pulls. So they did the US version, which I think it's funny. I mean, they got permission. Obviously. That's what people do understand. They get on pissed off. Oh, no. I can't believe they're ruined. My movie. Well, the thing is, you always have the original. Hopefully, most of the time you do. And then sometimes one when they do a remake of a movie. The nice thing is, and unfortunately not in all cases, but many a time they'll come out with a new special edition rerelease of the film that whatever the movie is, you know, the remake of. But the thing I thought it was stupid about pools, also known as Cairo in Japan. not only did they do a so-called remake, which really had nothing to do with the original, they did two more sequels, and that's like the first movie was only one. It's a standalone movie. I was like, what a dumb, just dumb. And I think Kristen Bell is like, gorgeous. I've always thought she was really, really a hot, nice actress, you know, but just wow some about her anyways. Oh my God, I remember what I see the trailer for it like theater downtown. I was like one I never I just know. Thanks. The fog is a piece of crap. The remake, not the original. Oh, no. The original wasn't so CG bullshit like PG 13. I used to really like the Dawn of the dead remake, and I gotta say, I started watch part of it again and kind of bored me. I don't know, I never thought I'd say that. I mean, I don't think it's a worst movie, but, you know, seriously, compared to the original Dawn of the dead, give me a break. All these freaking remakes. And then was that they did A day of the Dead Ones is like dog turd. I saw a couple minutes of Mr. Frickin Terrible, and then I bought it. Day of the dead, which I don't realize. I thought, okay, I'll just get it. You know, it's really stupid. You know, it was it was a sequel to the remake of day of the dead. I like I like what a piece of crap. You know what? I didn't waste my time. I ended up with somebody or stole that somebody really cheap. I think I sold it. I was like, I don't want this piece of crap, but I don't. I'm not a big fan of a lot of remakes. I've never seen the remake of Dark Water with Jennifer Connelly. I love Jennifer Connelly, but I've never seen the remake. I don't really need to. It was a remake of The Eye, and the eye is excellent, man. Others are really creepy. Cool movie I, I found it at a thrift store last summer. I think it was summer. The end of summer. Brand new silhouette. It was like a promotional copy. It's funny, it's like not for sale, but oh was a really quality DVD. It was sealed. I got it for like $3. I watched it, it was great. I was like, man, I was good, but I just have no interest in the remake. Just all this freaking remake, remake, remake. Like, I'm not even a big fan of the Texas Chainsaw Massacre remake. I thought it was barely okay. second thought the first time I watched it, I hated I watched on fast forward and I won't lie, I sat there, I watched all the scenes with Jessica. Bella's sweaty like, sleeveless, sleeveless t shirt. I watched, you know, I just thought it was bloody water hundred. I think it was. I agree, I actually liked them, but I watched it again and I liked it. But I did like the prequel because it was interesting, because it wasn't any kind of remake. It was just their, you know, story about, you know, Leatherface. And I thought that one was actually pretty decent. was it Texas Chainsaw Massacre the beginning? I like that one. I'm about what was it called, chainsaw? I can't or or it's called. But anyways, when we were Leatherface was we logged out of a basement for like 40 years. That one was barely all right. I didn't think much of it. I was, I bought it, I was like, you know, it was kind of, okay, this is all these goddamn remakes. And then they do a direct sequel, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre. It's like 40 years later here. Like Williams characters. It's not even her. Because she died in real life. She passed away, unfortunately. But it's supposed to be her character. Sally comes back for revenge. She's like, did she die in a freaking asylum? I heard nothing good about that movie. Just. I have no interest. It's funny that it's all streaming only I'm like, who cares? You know, I don't care. it's like, give me a friggin break. The original Texas Chainsaw Massacre two kicks ass. I love that friggin movie. And people can see what the woman I actually I love Leatherface, The Texas Texas Chainsaw Massacre three. I think that movie is awesome with Ken 40 movie's great man. I actually would really like to get that on Blu ray, and I didn't mind the new generation. I mean that they're next generation, whatever it's called. it's a cornball movie. But I'll tell you what. I'll take dad any day over all these these other frickin remakes for. But at least it's just it's kind of fun. I don't know why people call a remake because it's completely different than the first one you got. Leatherface is like, you know, kind of like drag queen. I guess if you want to say what it's like a woman's face. Matthew McConaughey is pretty funny. And Will Reynolds, anyway, was so beautiful. And it, it was this really hot. Was it? Darla's until she's totally hot. But anyways, I think it's a cheese fest, but it's fun. I like to get that on Blu ray. Do I have it on DVD? But my best friend recipes. Mike insisted that I borrow it several years ago and I was laughing. I was like, this movie is so bad, I think I paid like $1.50 for it. I bought it, was one of the very last movies before Suncoast closed. I get it for like that. I kind of liked that much. I remember I Got a Deal on Me was an ad. She might have been like 250 or something. But anyways, I got it and I like it's pretty bad, but it's fun, you know? But yeah, the things that I don't like, I can't stand a lot of music nowadays. I think a lot of music. What I do even nowadays with the last like, I don't know, 20 years or more, there's blah. There's a few songs that I admit of grown on me that I actually do like. I have no embarrassment. I like that song by Dua Lipa, Watch Me Dance on the Barbie soundtrack. I think that's a cool song. I got to say. I like a song by Madison Beer. I can't remember the song, but it's kind of a cornball video. It's a sort of forensic, you know, and. And she meets a guy, and at the end of the video, they're making out in a pool. For some reason, I keep thinking of Gummo, but I like that song, and I like a song by a 5050. The song Cupid. Those girls are just gothic, cute, beautiful. It's not just that the song has really catchy, but yeah, there's a few songs, here and there that I like. I'm not one of those people like, oh, I only like old, old, old music. Now there's. But for like newer stuff. Not really. There's not really a lot that I really care for. But, you know, I, I am stuck in my ways with a lot of stuff I like. Hold it now. It's time for a bizarre music raid featuring the bizarre alien himself. Who? Who? Who. Who. We now return to beyond, the podcast of 1984 with the bizarre quarterly alien. one day and never lets me down is all my, all my early 80s pop that stuff. I love that music. I mean, that's what I started with. Well, right before that, it was like, you know, the radio, because I didn't I didn't buy I'd buy tapes back then because it was all was was tapes and LPs was CDs. Take it like going back to like 78, 79, you know, I hear like once in a while, like kiss, Queen, Blondie, Electric Light Orchestra, trap, the, foreigner, Blue Oyster, cold, you know, just stuff like that. And I still I go, I still I dig all that stuff, man. you know, because it's special. Just brings back great memories. I was like, bands that, you know, there's a lot of stuff I like, and then some stuff I'm just, like, blind, like certain bands. I'm real picky. The early stuff kicks my ass. But you know what I mean? Some bands are like everything about them, like Twisted Sister. They're one of the very few bands that I like everything they've ever done. I love All Twisted Sister. I got a pretty crazy collection of their stuff. Lot of Twisted Sister, some DVDs. I got live shows, all that. I love them. That's one of my favorite bands since 1984, and as I always tell people I've been in, I've been in SM F since 84 and I will continue to be one. I love those guys. get a lot of Judas Priest, get a lot of Black Sabbath, Black Sabbath. I'm very picky with, I think I'm missing like one other Ronnie James Dio fronted version. But I'll tell you what, Ozzy a deal. That's that's my favorite Black Sabbath, okay, I can't I get into their later stuff. Although I don't know if I pronounce a Rick, Jillian, Jillian, Jillian. I think it's Jillian, but the Born Again album, I still really want to get that in my collection. I like that stuff, but not a really big fan of like Tony Martin era or any of that. What was a seventh star? I used to have a cassette then I hate it. I mean, I understand what you're doing, man. You know, you keep your band going, whatever. People quit, all the main people quits. Like one guy I just think does. Kind of cheesy, though. It's like Black Sabbath featuring Tony Iommi. Seventh star. Did I just say seven star? Oh, no. Okay, I'm sorry I didn't own the seventh star. I got a mixed up. I meant to say the eternal idol. That's that. That's the cassette I used to have. I think about that. I think I came out around the same time. And Anthrax Among the Living, which I still love that album. I get that back of my life couple years ago, and I still that's my favorite. That's like the best anthrax in my opinion. I think it's a fun album anyhow. Yeah, I know he like, literally hate he, you know, Black Sabbath and all those other singers, but I'm just not really a big fan. I mean, he was that way to stuff. I'm just like, God, there's people. I've seen it all. A lot of people are like, oh yeah, man, that's a Tony Martin, a blues away like Ozzy. I'm like, if you ever like a or music oriented rock. To me it's all kind of easy listening. But I also say to each other, I don't know if you like it. That's cool man. I'm not going to trash on you, I don't care. I like a lot of stuff people don't like. People like a lot of stuff I don't like. You know, people going on and on and on about modern radio, man, Auto-Tune. I hate all that stuff. I think most auto tune stuff is garbage. Sounds like crap. The only auto tune song I really I like his, what's his name saying on a boat with the Lonely Island T-Pain songs. Funny that one fits, but I just don't like it. I can't stand Taylor Swift and I know people are out there. You listen to this, bro. Oh my God, you don't like her. She's overrated. I'm sick of hearing about her. Every day I get online, boom. We're thinking what ball boy from like, who cares? It's all they talk about. And then you go to like, a legit, you know, so-called MTV. That's like, know Nick music or whatever that thing is. It's all Taylor Swift. I'm like, God, I'm so I son, I have a problem with her at all. I didn't care. I was like, oh, she's beautiful. I can't even see that now. They're all, she's cute. They this she is she's a beautiful girl. But you know what? I'm sick of hearing about her sick freaking videos and people's obsession with her. And like, oh, you're swift. You're my. Yeah, swift off just my ass. Whatever says blah. But that's just my opinion, you know? But I'm just tired of overrated people, you know? Like heard. I don't wish for any ill I don't know, I don't one never me. It just won't have anything to do with someone like me anyways, so doesn't matter. but, Yeah, man, I don't know. Shoot. Yeah, we got about ten minutes, and then this episode's over. I don't know, I gotta do another episode. I might as well. I might just fill it up. I mean, I know you could record a lot of stuff on there. but. Yeah, I've just been tired. I don't know, going on. It's. It's kind of wasted time. You in Taiwan, so we don't like. It's, I don't know, waste of time. Oh, yeah. I think so. I bored out there. I'm getting bored myself trying to think. I'm talking about, still doing the same job almost 30 years next month, February of 2024. Wow. That's great. but kind of stressed out. every time I start. Felt kind of sad when I by myself. And it's all kind of quiet. I start thinking about stuff that makes me sad. Sucks. So I better try to exercise my brain. Like thinking about things that make me happy. This is the last music break of season one. Please put your ears out and listen to the tunes sung to you by the one and only Bazaar Charlie alien. Here's a little song I wrote about a friend of mine that disappeared from the heavy metal scene. But I wanted to play the song to you, man. I hope you liked it's cause your mustache is on you. Your hair used to be long. And you had a real fake mustache and a beard right below your knee. Do you used to drive your Camaro all around town and play heavy metal really loud? Then one day, you grew up and quit listening to that heavy sound and all. You got to remember is by the mustache on your face. Cause when you gave up everything on music, you shaved off the beard from your face. Now mustache is all we have. Don't you remember your heavy metal ass punk? Before you have, I'll never forget your mullet either. Do you used to head back every day? You played Judas Priest on radio waves, Motley Crue, Slayer, anthrax, and to Rock back when they were a glam metal power metal band. And then one day, you quit drinking and booze cause you said if metal music makes you lose some, then one day you sold all your breakfast to the no show. Are you so much better? Oh, yeah. Did you look in the mirror yourself? Where's my big band? All my kids and my friends got some kind of low frame rate. Oh my God. Oh, yeah, he did. Come here. Used to belong. Used to head to a friend's song. My room was blast in the shower and Danville. Wow. You touched your small town. Oh, you have to remember. It was the mustache on your upper lip. Cause now all you do is listen to rap and stupid shit in music that you think is here. Your mustaches. Oh, which you are. You used to have long hair, but now all you listen to is Sam. I am used to be a fan of you. Even God will laugh when they. And when you were in my hospital room, all your friends came to play your favorite female songs. All know you blast. Oh, how the doctors gave you all dirty looks. But now you want a finger to remember. Is what all your face covers your mustache just to defend. Used to have less of long hair. But then they saw all your hair in prayer. Rappers who just want to my home for ever. So once in a while you're standing on the porch and you're actually drinkin p b do anything back to those days, man. I miss my somewhere we come. You know, I remember listening to all the hard rock bands I talkin used to from my world running. But then one day you and you did what? Your parents. You told you. You cut your hair, you changed your way. If you took a bath for the first time, six months. That's six times third and a third of all. That's about 185 clovers. And then you remember the time you wish to commit such petty crimes. So I can put your phone to the local youth in your pants. You were supposed. Your mustache is all your hair. You think back to the old days. Are the summer home rising? You can hear heavy metal thrash in the ghetto. Three. Then you look at your wife and kids say. I'm such a long. Your my stash that you can lift up your team. Three. We now return to Beyond the podcast of 1984. Whether it was trying to get stuff done, I get some packages. Hopefully. Actually not. Hopefully I have to get some packages done by this weekend. I send them off and I'm sorry guys. my friend Brian Bird eater entertainment. Cool. Dude. Tim. Zach food from soggy roast a piece trying to get back. Also get back in touch with some old friends I don't know, I will be doing that podcast this weekend or not. Maybe next week. I don't know man. I'm just not. That seems to plan out, you know what I mean? But all I know is I need to get some food. Hey, buddy. John. job. Just life. Man, I don't know, some guy playing a piano. He looks like he's, like, about to fall asleep or something. He's getting aroused. I know how that is, though. You play against me, get really excited, I do that. My guitar on my. Oh, yeah, I feel it, man. So when I figured something out. others. This episode's definitely all over the place, but what episode is and what one thing did I just say that. Did I say this at the beginning of episode? I'm not going to apologize if I'm not to the point about anything. It doesn't matter. Because if you know me in real life, I'm kind of like that, man. I don't know if I'll repeat myself. Maybe it's the stuff I said on the version that I released. But anyhow, you know, I try to be okay. Got a lot of people really ticking me off lately in public realm. I workplace rude people, so I'm really sick and tired of. Especially when, you know, there's no explanation of why they have to be assholes or bitches or whatever their deal is. You know, it's like, whatever. Fuck off. Oh, no, I should figure out. Well, I did fuck off. but, I'm trying to do okay in life, you know, I'm trying to just get things done, trying to work on some new art, trying to do a new comic the other night and all sucked. I was just too tired. A bit tired because I got too much starch, my system oily. I need to just, more fruits and vegetables. I really need to get serious about that, and I haven't. And sometimes I feel like I'm just going to go for, like, Alex or Clark or Orange or feel that something very or was about to happen of will that at any moment through, you know, whatever that scene goes in any falls face first to spaghetti. I feel like that sometimes that that that's going to happen. hopefully not if it does, if I ever just go, least I left a lot of stuff behind. Who knows what's going to happen. All my stuff. But as far as my art. But it's simply what someone passes away like my best friend. But he passed away. His family actually threw away, like all of his art and his pens and stuff. And I was really ticked off. Like to call this still like garbage. I was God, I was ran, it was like 130 in the morning, like I took all this stuff out of the garbage and they kept all the stuff that they could sell. And I mean, I got understand no shit to hopefully sell all this stuff. You know what? This funeral, I was like 12 years ago, long or not now, I was like, but yeah, it's been going. It's been a while, buddy. but anyways, I was thinking about Mike and Wayne and, Gigi and just all these people, you know, my friends would be admired and passed away, and I'm like, I gotta just it's I it's not that I quit. I haven't quit, but I'm just. I'm having a hard time. I'm writing notes, program. It's, got a Blu ray coming out of this year. So a couple movies that I did way, way, way back. I'll write notes for Tim about, you know what? What needs editing. Thankfully, not a lot of stuff, but, having fun with that. I did it yesterday morning for a beautiful day, which we did in 1996. It's me, Tim and Adam. I then I got to do death was black gas. Death was a gas mask. And we got another one. I saw zombie one, and Adam and I did. Unfortunately, Tim is definitely gonna have to take a music off that. I think it'd be cool to have a bunch of weird, creepy sounds and stuff, because what's already on, what's on there is like, the unreleased Hellraiser themes, and we definitely can't use that because that's like copyright. But anyways, I don't think would be a problem, you know, just going over it, suggesting that Tim, because I'm his cool new music he's doing, if it's supposed to be, he's got some that's got a morbid sounding or, I don't know, maybe even one of my old TGI songs or something. If he's got a that was some tomato, because it's, I don't know, it's actually a little cooler than I remember watching. It looks like an old like it's an old movie with lines go through. It looks good. Like, just I was getting a lot of stuff from I almost pretty bad, but, not that I've seen one, but it just looks like a really old footage. Oh, Jesus. Beautiful classical musician woman. God dang. Oh. Anyway, sorry, but. Yeah, so we're for that. And, you know, so I'm definitely being creative. I'm just kind of slow with not if I can figure out my stuff. I four track zoom and maybe actually really learn how to do it. I record stuff again and I've got a bunch of unreleased earwig stuff that I'm hoping to get together soon. I gotta figure all that crap out. And this episode's about over, so yeah, I'm just kind of rambling here and got a couple of minutes and then it's over. Because each episode here, as you know, is like 40 minutes. And I hope you enjoy my show. If you don't, that's fine. If you do, that's great. But, you know, it's not like the end of the world. My brain doesn't work. I'm just tired, man. But, you know, sometimes I have a hard time thinking street. But anyways, I'm doing stuff I was saying earlier. Yeah, not really doing much. I kind of am. I'm like, kind of have, and I have, but I'm just I'm having a hard time. I need to just get things going. I say that every time, but it doesn't always work. I just got to do instead of saying it. And that's that's just me, you know? So I guess that's about it. like to say hi to Nancy Wilson from heart. I got a like, from her, Instagram one night, and that was really cool. Now, Nancy, not my dream woman, but I always thought you were beautiful. as far as my dream woman goes, if you hear this, I wait for you. I'm still waiting for you. I still haven't, I haven't. I had a dream about you in a long time. Bums me out, makes me sad. I hope you will show up one of these days. And we can take over the earth. Or at least just get the whip out of here and go. Go somewhere else, you know, anyways, this has been Charles, the bizarre alien from outer space saying. Yeah, thanks for. Listen to my show. I'm out of here, so. Yeah. Stay sick. Take scared. Don't forget to change your underpants and keep the filth by the.