Stuck in the 80's

In this episode of Beyond the Podcast of 1984... I am what I am and  a tribute to a dear friend (r.i.p.). BCA also goes further on his love of Road Warrior. MAD MAX RULES!

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Good morning and welcome to alien from planet X, and I hope that you do. I hope that you do do do do do. Hope that you will enjoy this particular episode. Try to be funny. I was a very funny. I was a terrible Gary Oldman impression of Gary. Gary Oldman on the mind. Booker Eli has been popping up a lot. Like on my breaks. I watch a little bit of television work and the mention knowing that I own that movie. I have it on DVD, Blu ray, and I have the steelbook Blu ray, and I swear I did not buy all those on purpose. I admit, I love that movie. I am a really huge fan of that fact. That's way, way near the top of, my absolutely favorite post-apocalypse films. Of course, mad Max two being number one. and I was thinking about that earlier, like, what are my favorite post-apocalypse films? right off and not really in order except for mad Max two, because that's number one for me, the Road warrior. Let's. So you got mad Max two, aka the Road Warrior. the book of Eli. Children of men, which I know is more dystopian, but I have that in with my post-apocalypse films. I love that frickin movie. Exterminators of the year 3000. The New Barbarians, aka Warriors of the wasteland. mad Max beyond Thunderdome. Mad Max Fury road. I mean, I gotta say, mad Max. Of course, you know the original. That's great. And I love it. I don't know, why am I even pausing? That's on the list. But, you know, I gotta say, mad Max two blows it away. It blows away all post-apocalypse films to me. And it's also been on my list here. So, or some other big one. I really like the Rover. Freaking awesome. It seems like nobody talks about the movie. It's got a Guy Pearce and Robert, Pattison in it, and it's freaking great. I've watched it like three times now and I just want to watch it again. It's so good. It's wow. It's like The Book of Eli. It's just so frickin good. I mean, it's like shot, you know? It's like a big, big movie and everything, but it's just it's really, you know, they're they're both those are really interesting movies. And for like in newer ones, awesome. I love Bleak future. I barely ever seen no one mentioned. I've seen, like, maybe one review and people totally crapped all over it. That's like a really low budget one. This guy's traveling across a wasteland. It's got some bad guys in it. The leader looks kind of like a member of Gwar. Like, it kind of reminds me of the order of strongest. Like some weird mutant guy with, like, an extra little face on his face. Really cool, fun movie. any who, yeah, I was thinking about post-apocalypse films earlier, and that's definitely one of my very favorite genres of this. It really appeals to me for some odd reason. I don't know, the lone warrior out in the wasteland and some badass vehicle, and it all started with mad Max two, and then, you know, it's gone all the way up to like, know, like I mentioned, you know, just said in The Rover, The Book of Eli and all these just, you know, films that make you want to take a bath because they're like, this is like, you know, in the future it's all kind of desert, sweaty and all that stuff. I just love that stuff. I collect. I have like probably 4 or 5 pairs of shoulder pads and oh, I've got like shin guards, knee pads, all that stuff. I just I love that stuff. I've got a hockey mask. I actually got like five, but the one, the real hockey mask I have, I got it from my friend Shawn, and I had a spray paint in black, which I learned my lesson. Don't ever frickin spray paint in a uncirculated, you know, area that has, like, no air running. That's really stupid. but, yeah, I need more stuff. I've got, like, a catcher's mask, like an old school catcher's mask. I've got a whole bunch of stuff. I need to get, like, No, I call that thing guard your your crotch line of crotch guard. But, like a cup. I want to get something made of, like, really strong material that we go that I one like, spikes all over it or like a blackie Wallace big saw blade on it. A really cool. And I've got like, you know, spike Gantlets and I just I love that stuff, man. it's like one of my very favorite genres. I've got a lot of them. do my mad Max two episode one these days, right. Like, the coolest thing. The robot. I don't want to really say religion, but, you know, something very deep for me, I love it. I love I freaking love that movie so much. It's like, you know, like I said, my favorite movie of all time. So my favorite post-apocalypse film is just perfect. But, you know, I was thinking about those movies, and then I was thinking about life and, you know, ask myself, what is real, you know, and what is real in this world because it feels like a dream, you know, like when you know people, you meet people and, you talk to people or whatever. And then one day you just don't talk to them anymore. You, you know, you meet people, throw life. I don't know, let's say, like, you know, when you were a kid, when I was a kid, you know, kindergarten, kind of remember some of that. Some of the people remember, you know, when I was really little, I was like, you know, 5 or 6 playing on a Little League baseball team. I remember that, very first time I rode a bike crashing into a tree, I automatically crashed into a tree. I remember the first time I saw Star Wars, you know, just memories, man. And people you meet, people that you like. People you don't like, people that you know, or kind of like your enemy. Enemies, the good and bad, all that. You know, different people, a girls you've had crushes on, you know, and just people they remember and sometimes, you know, like, in my case, I'll look at like I have a couple old yearbooks and I'll look at them. And I kind of laugh, especially when I look at some those girls I had a crush on. I'm like, they don't even, you know, look like how I remember. And it's kind of funny, you know, there's good memories there and bad memories because a lot of bullying and school crap. But, you know, you get older, you take memories with you, both good and bad and experiences in life. Yet again, both good and bad. I don't know. So good things happen. Bad things happen. I've had good or bad experiences, I've had horrible experiences, and I've had some great experiences in my life. And I was just thinking about, you know, no matter how, no matter how old I get, I still love a lot of the stuff that I, you know, that I like that I loved as a kid. Some stuff kind of and, you know, and I really hate to say this, but like, it was like, almost 34 years ago, I was watching I was a big fan of MacGyver, and it was about a couple of years ago. I found season one really cheap, used the DVD collection Every Village. And you know what? It just. Wow. I hate to say this. It did not age well, man. I mean, I used to love that show. I don't want to hate it or anything, but I was just like, you know what I mean? I bet I probably try to watch the first actual episode because I watched the pilot. I was like, you know, it's kind of fun, but just hokey. Well, you know, anyways, there's stuff that from way back that I still to this day, I think it was really cool. I'm just trying to think of stuff that I really like. I don't like the Beetlejuice cartoon from way back, and Duckman and, Danger Mouse is totally still cool. I rediscover Thunder the Barbarian I ended up about. I don't know how long it's been about a year, maybe less. I got the Blu ray collection of the entire series, and that that show was just so cool. There was a lot of innuendo I'd never noticed as a kid, but that was also like 40 some years ago when I was watching Thunder. And, you know, I'll watch it. And, well, excuse me, I picked up the Scooby-Doo, Where Are You collection, which is the only Scooby Doo that matters to me. The original series from like, 1969. And that is been a lot of fun. I've really been enjoying that. And it's pretty corny, but you know what? It was corny back then. It was just a really good time. And I'm still, with the exception of, like, thinking I was like, Mister Heavy and didn't listen to that stuff for a long time. I still, you know, I love all my art. So go poser music, you know, glam poser, whatever, you know? And of course, you know, a real glam is I was like T-Rex and like, Purdue particular era of David Bowie and New York Dolls and bands like that. You know, this is the, the glitter bands. But anyways, you know, all the bands to me as I really like, you know, they're considered glam posers, you know, like rat dork. And I always have to specifically say like the First Boys. Now, the first Cinderella album, because everything after their first albums, I'm just like boy offs, but, you know, like the first four Motley Crue albums. I love that stuff. I remember I used to like, I don't really into them now, but I kind of like pretty maids, but like, they were more like kind of like more heavy the early years. And then they kind of cheesed out like a lot of bands, like, I thought TNT was pretty cool. The trend was to do again. I was like, wow, I could even get into it. But, you know, kind of like, you know, going into a little, like slightly heavier weight, I would say actually quite a bit heavier, but like, you know, I'll do this for ease. Black Sabbath's Iron Maiden, Motorhead. Although while I still I still love all that stuff, man o War, certain albums I really loved by them. Well, you know, I take, I take it all that with me. I no matter what. No, I'm, you know, man, no matter how old I get, I'm still do a lot of the stuff that I loved way back, like comic books. And I need, I need to go back to the comic bookshop. I haven't been in a while, but I know everything's good, and I'll be going back. I gotta pick up a lot of stuff, but I've got a ton of comic books. I got too many of. I, I don't know if I would find the Time star going through it to see what I really want to get rid of, because I've got too much stuff in my life and I need to really clear up. Just get rid of stuff, you know what I mean? But absolutely. Only if I really want to. I'm not just going to go, oh, well, you know, a little bit earlier this, I'm just going to get rid of what I really don't need, and I need to reorganize my entire comic book collection. which I will, but shoot, just thinking about life, man. You know, good times, bad times, happy times, sad times or regrets. I just hope times I, I don't know, I'm feeling a little bit regretful lately, and I should have, you know, a couple episodes ago, I was all excited over. Man, I call this old friend of mine. You know, it's one of mine. I haven't talked to in a year. And I was feeling kind of bad about it because I haven't heard back from her. I sent her a message, you know, I was just like, hey, have a good one. Talk to you later. I sent her a stupid picture myself. And then tonight, earlier, I just. I deleted my message. I'm like, oh, that's probably didn't even see it. And then I'm thinking to myself, wait a second, why am I why am I being an asshole? You know, it's just like and you can't expect so much. People, you know, just because you may have liked them a lot for a while, may have had a big crush on them, doesn't mean, you know, you got to learn from from from experiences. And it's unfair to and, I had made a vow to her that, you know, I've never read a book that again, like, you know, quit talking to you and stuff. And the other night was it wasn't like it was last week. It was nice, really nice talking to her. And to be honest, I don't know, maybe Barnaby's thinking I shouldn't. I called that, I should have to say, you know what? Whatever. You know, quit talking to her a year ago, maybe just don't talk to it. And I don't want to talk for it. Just things like that. I just got a bomb out. I don't know, it's always like, you know, you expecting something? You can't. You can't expect. You know, you just. I don't know, though. If I may even make in any sense or, you know, I don't even know if she's even ever going to hear the show, because I may never actually hear from her again. And I admit that makes me kind of sad. But on the other hand, it's like, hey, you know what? If that if that's how it is, that's how it is, you know? But that's kind of eat away at me a little bit. And, it just makes me feel like a real jerk, but also just like Jesus, man, you know, move on. Get it, get it. Why you. Everybody's different, you know? Not everybody you know, reacts how you want them to be reacted, how you wanted them to. You know, in your mind or whatever things would be perfect, but they're not. And I don't know, I get sick, sick of sick and tired as soon know we're often short. We know that, I don't know. I'm just really tired of, like, you know, keep saying, oh, for better myself and I am, but I don't think I'm really trying that hard. but just like little things like that that I just mentioned, you know, talking about this friend of mine, and, you know, it just makes me sad. And it shouldn't it shouldn't eat away at me, but it does. and that's not something that I'm going to go into. Well, you know, I don't know, I that's just how life goes, you know, you hope for your hope for certain things. And, you know, a lot of times they don't happen, that's all. And dreams and stuff. And, you know, I've gotten kind of gotten myself down on all that too. Like, you know, before I was just like, oh, you know, all the dreams I have, nothing will happen. And, you know, I face the facts of reality that a lot of the dreams I have are literally impossible. They're not going to happen. But I still think about certain things. I think about dreams. I think about stuff that, you know, I wish, I really wish with all my heart could happen. And it most likely none of that will ever happen. And although my dream is. But anyways, you know, that's what happens when you were a lonely kid and your, you know, your. Which I still am, but you know, really being in a science fiction and all that stuff. And then later on in life, not too much later, actually. Maybe I'd see about age 12, discover Japanese animation. And that really opened up a whole new world. You know, you had that with like Star Wars, Star Trek and all the other, all the other great sci fi movies and the TV shows and stuff. I just, I don't know, builds up this like huge imagination, man. And then, you know, as a kid, I also like Conan the Barbarian, Excalibur, and, you know, movies like Tron and The Black Hole, and there's all that stuff. Just I ate it all up, you know? Clash of the Titans. Jesus. And then Argonauts, you know, all that other kind of, like, fantasy, Greek mythology, all that kickass fun stuff. I love all of it, man. It makes me happy. And I still love that stuff. You know, I'm slowly turning gray. I'm beat up. I'm tired, you know? But I still love all that stuff that's still fuels me, you know? And it keeps me going all the, you know, all the other stuff like that. It's fueled my imagination. And I don't know, man. It's like I think about all kinds of crazy stuff, you know? So yeah, every time I go to sleep, I'm laying on my, on my floor or my so-called bed. And I imagine the girl of my dreams is laying next to me. Know what? We're on a huge ship and I fall asleep like that almost every single night. you know, it's kind of like a safety net. You know? I have an imagination. You know, a lot of people my age is just like, they probably gave up those fantasies and dreams and, you know, and I don't blame them. I don't blame them at all. But, you know, everything that I'm into, that I was into, and whatever I, I still I cherish at all, you know, and all my music and noise and, and art and, you know, everything. I look at my, in my house of toys. I have, a lots of figurines. I have lots of, like, figurines. I like, you know, Batman and Catwoman, and I have the dead or alive. A lot of these mystery box figures I got years ago, I bought, like, the whole collection of the comic book shop. So I'm such a geek. But. I love all that stuff, you know? And I still play video games and I ride my bike. I can't afford a car and I've had the same job. February of 2020 for 30 for a kid years, man. And I don't really have a lot to show for it. I really don't, at all think about people saying, oh, little girl up. You know, I got told that when I was like, it, it's like, you know, what is he's going to grow up, give up your Star Wars forever. See you. You know, it's funny. I never gave up any of that stuff. I mean, I got out of star Wars for a long time. It was a man I hated. I just ended up getting, you know, you know, more interested in other stuff. Like, for a while, there was just pretty much music. And of course, I was always watching movies. And in fact, for a while there, I took a couple of years. I was a major, major and watched it, you know, like martial arts films like 70 kung fu stuff. A lot of Hong Kong action films, which I used to have a lot on VHS like copies, and I lost all of them, and I was heavily I mean, very heavily into anime. I would watch, a lot of times on Sunday nights, I'd watch about 8 or 9 hours worth every night, you know, Sunday nights. but I never give up any of that stuff, you know, it's like my band. I talked about the last episode, The Earwigs. That is a part of my childhood world. You know, when I play shows, I have fun. I like to wear costumes, man. It's just like, you know, like, a lot of, like, some of the Japanese metal bands from, like, the early 80s. Like, who was it? Sicky. I don't know if I pronounce the name right by Sigma two. They look like doubles and stuff. They look totally cool. That was like kabuki style makeup on and their music is really badass. And of course I mentioned Gwar and I, I just, I love theatrics, I'm a huge fan of theatrics. I can't believe, I needed to bring up that. I'm a huge. I love Alice Cooper and Alice Cooper is one of my biggest, biggest inspirations. I'm not in everything he did. I mainly more into like the Alice Cooper group, but I like, some of his later solo stuff. I mean, I love Welcome to My Nightmare. I freaking love constrictor. Raise your fist and yell. I like so much trash. I'm not the biggest fan of that album. In fact, I wrote a letter to his fan club and I said, this album is horrible. Belongs in the trash. This album was a disappointment. And, why don't you go back and sing songs about stabbing dolls and doing scary things on stage? It was kind of funny cause I don't know if anybody ever even read that letter. I don't know, maybe somebody didn't laugh, but I was like, I don't know, 18 or 19 at the time. And I was really upset. But anyways, Alice Cooper's awesome. I have a lot of Alice Cooper music in my collection, but it supposedly is released with the original band. Was like, that stuff is just pure magic. And The Greatest Hits is like every single song on that album. I need to get the CD again. I gave it to my my dad and my step mom a couple of years ago. I need to get it again, because even though I have all the albums with the songs, I still need that because every song just you play it and it's just like it's frickin gold. I got to see Alice Cooper quite a few years ago. I don't know, six years ago or so I sang with Dokken. Dokken was really awesome. And my friend Danny warned me, he's like, dude, just plug your ears and smile. I didn't plug my ears. You know, I thought Dawn sounded pretty good. It was a scare. And I said, because it was only our only original members were Don and that, was it McBrown on drums who was no longer playing drums? He retired because his hands are just all screwed up, which is sad. But yeah, these other two guys in a band and they were excellent. They were really great. And Alice Cooper was just freaking awesome. And I was like, I was mesmerized. I had tears in my eyes. In fact, I think I had a tear run down my face. But Alice Cooper, all those guys like Alice Cooper, you know, King Diamond and I like Sweet and Nancy. The guy was something else. It's just too bad, I don't know, you know, this crazy stuff. You look him up some pretty crazy stuff about him, but he was kind of like Gil and, you know, doing his own thing. Really primitive punk rock. I wish I could find his music. I found it on YouTube, but it's like, I would love the, I don't know, just. I wish somebody would put his stuff out on CD. He was. He was a legend. Always will be. And of course, Glenn, massive influence on me. And I've been a huge Glow fan since like 89. I'm definitely going to do an episode dedicated to Jeezy and talk about some stories about meeting, Merle and the murder junkies, you know, meeting Dino. And, that was a fun time. Was pretty hilarious. But a lot of those people inspired me, you know, like, especially, I mean, big time alum, man. You know, a lot of people, he tag guy, and that's fine. You know, I have to like him. And I get really tired of the old one. Agree with everything, you dude. Well, guess what? He did what he did and he did it and blah blah blah. Is it excusing what, you know, some of the bad crappy things I didn't know, but Gigi was Gigi, man. But anyways, he's been a major inspiration to me, and part of the reason why I don't give a damn. I mean, I guess I kind of do at some, I keep saying, oh, I don't care anybody thinks about me, but if I didn't, I wouldn't get so defensive, you know, I wouldn't be. So as I like to put it a while back, I was like, oh, being sensitive and everything that a friend told me, you know, we talked about that as a friend of mine as well, you know, talk to the last week. And so he's, you know, says nice things, but she's like, you know, there's nothing wrong with being sensitive, and I appreciate it. But even in regards of her, just been real sensitive about all that, too. And it's all because I hate being sensitive. So that was I was just a total scummy asshole. But I can't be. I'm not going to put on an act to be something I'm not. Oh, it's just it's how I am. And so, I don't know, I think this episode is about life. Yeah, I wish I could remember that band and in the album life, but how to live it or something, I don't remember. I can't remember some punk band or something. But anyways, this episode is about, I guess, life. Man. I did one wild Battlestar moment at random stuff, but just kind of thought about it and I was like, you know, I'm thinking, well, maybe I won't do any more episodes for a while. but like I said, if you're ever in Austin, you're here and it's all been edited, and I'm actually looking forward to hearing what people think about the show if they like it or not. Once some offer saying, Holy crap, these people are going to really get in on some dude, this beautiful woman, just like this big time. I'm like, how many times did you do that for your performance? Yeah, it's it's really pretty. It's like some romance, like, for a thing. That's cool. the channel's called the Arts Channel, and Well, but I got to tell you, because all that crap that's on TV, there's a lot better than all that other garbage. I mean, it just all. It's kind of, you know, kind of like what I've been accused of being sometimes overwhelming. There's all the negativity and garbage and, you know, the art stuff like, you know, it's nice. It's just mellow and cool and just. It's lovely to me. But yeah, it was the life, man, you know? Question and available validity of it is a real because sometimes it doesn't feel real. Life feels like a dream. It's like I'm sitting here right now doing this episode, you know, and maybe somebody in the far future will hear it. I like this guy. I know some weirdo, but, you know, it's good, it's bad. It's like anything else. That's why I keep breathing. I keep trying to make it, man. Because you never know something beautiful and awesome. I happen the next day. Some horrible might happen. you never know. I mean, life is pretty amazing. You know, life is pretty amazing. It. I was just thinking about, like, the other day, I got the news right of my stranglehold on me, and my phone was off because I had to get, you know, I had to buy, like, a new car to get it going because I turned it off anyways. Found out that a friend of mine I really like, he died. He just. He passed away. Apparently. Cardiac arrest. He's still. I haven't talked to the guy in over two years. Almost three. Right. Three years now. this one I worked up my last one of my last buildings. We were good friends and we actually hung out on a weekend. One day, a really fun time was, you know, Halloween store with the Walmart and as a gift just for, you know, picking me up, give me rides all over the place. I gave him a bottom rocket man on, Blu ray and a bottom Sesame Street shirt. everything I learned, I learned from Sesame Street. Because you really like my shirt. I'm like, you know, dude, I bought you that stuff because you're an awesome dude, and I really appreciate you. And I cried a little bit through. This is my friend Mike Forester. He was a really, really super cool guy. and I'm a little bit bummed out because when I, get out of my life, out of that building, they transfer be he quit talking to me, and I was like, I don't know. I thought about it. I was offended for a while and on my way and all that dude was really busy work, like three jobs. Yeah, it was always on the go. So I unfortunately, I think that's what ended his life. I just hope he's in a better place now because, you know, Mike, you are really freaking awesome. Dude. I thank you for all the books you gave me and two bookshelves. I still have all that stuff. I really appreciate it man. I love you and rest in peace. I still have a great memories of hanging out of that one day. if I, I, I had another friend named Mike, and we all went out to Coeur d'Alene. This was like, I don't know, four years ago now. I been long enough, but we went out quarterly and one day I had a really fun time. Really good time, just a joyous one time. And I always cherish those memories. So thank you, buddy. And also to you, my, my friend who just retired like couple weeks ago. I don't blame them. I, I just wish I could win the lottery and like I could do more with my life. Of this data though, it's like a working every day. I just. I'm tired. I'm beat up, man. I guess this is part of the whole the game of life, you know, it's not like that, sir. Although you eat it. Why do you like that sort of lager? Yeah. It's got nothing to do with. I don't know what I'm talking about. I'm delirious. And then later today, I have to get up at, like, eight in the morning. I got to get a guy, come over for some stuff in the house. So that's pretty cool. But I'm also like, oh my God, I'm going to sleep for less than five hours. Calm. I'm not looking forward to that. But on the other hand, I guess earlier the better. That's the only time that the landlord could get someone over. Anyways, I just want to say that I really am enjoying doing the show because you know, it gives me something to do. Like considering how flaky I've been with a lot of stuff, all this stuff I want to do, I haven't really done anything, but at least I have enough energy to do this show and believe me. So like I said, if you're listening to this right now, then you know that the show is out. It's been out. It's probably been out for a while. So kind of going into the was it the past or the future? Let's see. This is now. Yeah. It'll be in the future that you folks hear this. I'm sure like I said while I was set up, I'm sure people believe comments go for it. You know, you can like say the show sucks or you like it or whatever. And that's the thing that I'm always appreciative as I get. I do get a lot of kind words about this, stuff I do sometimes I get a lot of like, I get crap, do like, you know, that's fine. That's all part of it. You know, people get different opinions and different likes and, I was going to say a bro, and this, this isn't really a bad note or anything, but it just been it's been kind of bugging me, but, you know, you ever have, like, if you ever have anybody compliment you, overly compliment you like, oh, you're you're great. You're fantastic. Well, just make sure that the person real because there's a lot of cameras bullshit out there. And, I gotta get on Instagram and I keep getting all these stupid private messages, and I block each and every one of those people. Get these idiots like, here's Guildenstern 18. The trigger of the heartbreak. She's doing, you know, that kind of garbage. It's like, that's a whole nother ball game with this crap bullshit. But then I get these women like, oh, hi, how are you? And it's always, oh, hi! Or oh, hey. And it's the same exact message from a completely different woman. And then they get all these frickin you can tell they're free. It's like, I'll see. Like, I don't know, Hayley. 1785. Like your picture. It'll be like every single picture I put up by this one woman. And. And also, it's like you get a private message and it's Hayley and or whatever number is I just said, and I. Oh, hi. Oh. Would you like to see my pictures? Click on this. I'm like, really? Do you think of that freaking stupid? And, you know, these people will be like, oh, I bet you really cute. So you don't even know me. You don't even know what I look like. I was just going to say very good. Complimented by somebody. Make sure that they're real, that you actually know them. Because like I said, there's a lot of frickin catfish bullshitters out there and scam artists and people that will take advantage of you because, oh, they think that you're that lonely. And, is this a budget crap? The mojo just vomit. And, you know, it's it's it's sad, but it's how it is. You got parasites out there, and, I just hoping if I one day that I'll get, like, a nice compliment, you know. Oh, you're, you know, I've got those compliments or for. Oh, you're beautiful. You're talented. No, I'm not. All right. I know what I am. I appreciate words like that, but really, I know what I am. I'm not. Oh, bitter cold. Gorgeous. Wants talented. I don't think I'm really talented. I mean, yeah, I don't know. Just frustrates me. It's like, you know, if I'm really a compliment like that, I please, you know, somebody I actually know face to face, like, hey, can I just. You know what? The girl of my frickin dreams. Could you just come down from outer space and compliment me? You know, That's. Oh, Devon, that doesn't matter anymore. In the bizarre aliens life, the bizarre alien wants the jittery way, and that's all he needs. It's all he wants. And if he can't have her, the me ain't gonna get nobody. And he'll just, wander the earth, like in Chula Vista. North star look for his dream woman. but, yeah. You ever get near the end of this exciting episode? I don't know if any of that made sense, but. Yeah. Anyways, I don't know. Compliments are nice, but I just, you know, somebody said something nice to me. I just hope they're being sincere, and I fake, and I'm being dumb right now. I'm also kind of tired. I've been taking frickin a lot of medicine, so I'm going to use that as an excuse. I'm cool. I'm not grumpy. who knows what the next episode is going to be like? I'm hoping there will be more focus. And, my apologies to, my producer, Mr. Madsen. Yeah. So this has been Beyond the Podcast of 1984. And speaking of that title, which, you know, one of the first episode was taken from, isometrics Beyond the Valley of 1984. We'll talk about winning Williams pretty soon, because I miss her and I love her. And if you're alive and you're my friend or somebody that I care about, I'm happy that you're here. So everybody take care of yourself. Especially the people that I care very much about. Please take care of yourself. I love you all. Be well. Stay weird. Keep the filth. There's been a bizarre alien, and, I'm out of here now. Anyone? Anyone. And you keep watching the skies, kids. Bye bye.