BCA's Universe of Distraction

In this episode we explore BCA's universe further as the world around him continues to distract him. As mentioned before BCA talks more about being a stage comedian, performing live music with his band The Earwigs, his love for Metallica and so much more!

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This is beyond the podcasts of 1984. Am I and I am your endo parasitic mutant space host, the bizarre alien I don't take notes or any of that crap I said I was going to watch like the first episode. Anyways. It doesn't matter. Here we are. So the last episode, if you listen to it, thank you. If you did, if you didn't, then I guess you then. But maybe you will. anyways, I interviewed my brother who goes by the name of Fecal Ophiuchus, aka Richard Longfellow, and that was really fun. That was over in Newport, Washington, and I had a really fun time doing that. The only thing that we forgot to talk about was his comics, his art, which is very detailed stuff. It's very cool, very technical. And his comics did I just say comics? Yes. Comic. See? Okay, well, I'm not going to redo this. So anyways, we don't talk about that stuff or his RPG because he's created like two different role playing games. But I definitely want to go back out there, hang out with those guys because I missed you guys and I had a great time. and I had a lot of fun doing that interview. And every time I go out there, I'm like, I bring my little, my Kodak camera, and I'm like, oh, hey, you know, maybe we could make like a short do some goofy skits or recorded some. We never do. Maybe work on some art. We never do. So anyways, I did that interview with them and I definitely want to do another one sometime. Talk about, you know, your art and your comics and you're playing games and other stuff, buddy. I think that'd be great. But anyways, I've been sick since like, not feeling good since Sunday and I tried calling the doctors the other day. I was like, what? What was that? I don't even know. Wednesday. Yeah, I tried calling on Wednesday and they said, oh, you could probably come in like on the 11th. And I'm like, with that long, by that time I'll be extremely sick or, or whatever, you know, it's like, but anyways, I'm gonna try calling again tomorrow, I guess. kind of out of it right now. Like I said, I haven't been feeling too good. I'm trying to be coherent. I'm not like, you know, delirious. so what is this episode about? This is, in fact. Oh, and by the way, this is like episode eight Obviously not a real big change in my in coherency, but that's me, man. I have a hard time focusing. I gotta say, even though I don't feel that good, I'm very happy right now. I'm still feeling a little bit weird. but anyways, I bet a certain person on my mind a lot. Lately, I've been just really sad about her and thinking about her a lot, and I didn't. I didn't tell her this, but, you know, I had some dreams about the other day, and I think that kind of inspired me, but also just thinking about life. And I was like, you know, this is a friend of mine that I haven't talked to and well over a year, and it was my fault. Not your fault, my fault, because I shouldn't build up things in my head so much. And if you're listening to this, which I hope you are, I apologize from the bottom of my heart because you are my dear friend and you are very special, and you always will be. And that's all I'm going to say. I'm not going to say anything else, you know? But like I said, I'm sorry. I just build up so much in my head and not even communicating. And then what do I do? I quit talking to you, and I'm really sorry. And I was thinking a lot about life lately. Well, you know, just hanging out with my family was a joyous time. And, you know, when you have people that are dear to you that you care about, that mean a lot to you, that you love them, you just come on, man. Don't don't drop them out of your life because life is really too short, you know, and, and, you know, I was just thinking about I. And I said this a lot, and it's kind of dumb, but is it something I say a lot? It's like, I don't want to be lying there dying, like in a hospital or wherever. Preferably the woods somewhere. Anyways, I don't want to be lying there regretting that I didn't, you know, certain things I didn't do. And as silly as it might sound, you, my friend, and I'm not going to say her name. I'm sure some people might know what I'm talking about because I've talked about her a lot. But anyway, she's just my friend. You know what? I care about her lover and I don't want to regret that. And not just you, but other things in my life and other people. you know, there's, like, always. I'm always talking about who I'm going to do this or maybe to do that. And I really I've been trying to do stuff like I did my comic book, which I've talked about in the last, I think, probably every episode. Now, my WTF monster tribute to the The Thing and that will be sent off to my buddy to along with some of our other homemade movies and stuff, because we got a DVD that's going to come out this year, and I'm really trying to do my best to get a short film that Adam, not Adam. Adam and I edited it, but my friend Eagleman, aka Jared and I did many, many years ago, and I really would like to get that included because that's that's like an early thing. We did it like 2001, and I want to get that on there really bad. It's called the swelling. Anyhow. I'm trying to do stuff. I, you know, I play my guitar a lot more and I think I'm getting pretty good. I don't think I'm super great, but I think I'm, a heck of a lot better than I was. I've been watching a lot of this, the show on YouTube. was it just an audible from Hells Headbangers, which is a really great show I watch, I watch that a lot, and that dude is just hilarious. And he's really inspired me big time. Him and, it was it, last stream on the left, which I've decided I'm going to get back into that, even though, you know, I keep imagining bands not on there anymore. I hope it comes back someday. But anyways, I'm going to get back into it because you know what? It's still a really cool show. It's got a different guy on there now or different lady. Wherever is guesting with them. But it's still a great show and I'm going to get back and do it. But thank you guys. Thanks, Justin for your freaking hilarious show that you do. I don't agree with everything you say. I don't like some of the stuff that last stream on the left talks about or shows, but hey, you know what? Everybody does their own show, talk about what you like. And that's important, man. Because I've been to a lot of stuff that I know a lot of people don't like. Anyhow, I'm trying to get better. I haven't, like I said, I haven't been feeling very good. I don't know, I think is there even a theme to this frickin episode? Got a really freaking annoying video in the background. I put it on mute and it just it's making me want to just be totally dumb. I'm not even going to say it was just frickin, God, this is horrible. well, yeah, that's I 140 and I'm doing this episode, and I think this is going to be the last one that I do. Oh, excuse me, the last one I, I do before I send this all off, because I got to send a bunch of stuff off to my buddy Tim. Like I said, some short films and stuff, some short zombie thing to Adam. And I did Adam from Moth Difficulties, Smart Frog, etc. etc. that we did a long time ago was pretty horrible, but I think it definitely needs to be included. And then I'm sending a beautiful Day which will be shot in 96. what was it? I think some other stuff. But anyways, kind of rambling, but yeah, that's one thing I want to talk about a little bit is regret. You shouldn't have regrets in life. Be happy. but don't kick out people of your life that mean so much to you. You know, because you regret it one day, man. Because I really thought that when I called her that she was going to get really mad and, like, hang up on me. And when I called it, she answered the phone. I thought I thought it was an old lady, but it's because she was sick. So sorry about that. Although I gotta say it was kind of funny, but I hope you get better soon. I hope you feel better. Hope I feel better soon. I really need to do a crazy episode. This is supposed to be my show. The show is supposed to be crazy and weird, and it's not very bizarre, is it? It's kind of generic. generic man. But I also don't have any references to anything right now. And I'm trying to think, what am I talking about? Anyways, I was surrounded by dogs and what else? Cute little dogs. Big dog. drank a lot of, what do you call it? The, the, the the sparkling flavored water. Like the bubbles. Bubbles, which is really good. I went through a lot of that first night I was there. I drank too much pop, which was really stupid. I'm really supposed to be laying down on the sugar because of my my, crap going on. And, you know, I he mentioned every episode, but I have a drink now, and, like, I don't know, what, 25 days, maybe long, probably longer than that. I just cannot drink. And the thought of it makes me really sick. And I was saying, oh, I'm better than you. If you were out there listening to this new drink, that's fine. If you do, I can't. Do I miss it? Yeah, a little bit. I missed the buzz a little bit, but at the same time on my. Hey, man, one thing I don't want to repeat is the horrid, beyond ghastly feeling that I had. So because I medicine, I think, has really taken over my system. In fact, I just took us took it again about, over an hour ago, right after I eat. Every time, every night I take my medicine. And all weekends I try to remember to take it because I'm supposed to take it like every single freaking day. but yeah, I don't know. What am I talking about? What is this podcast about? I don't know, a bunch of crazy stuff, but yeah, I would say, and life is short. Life is too short. It really is too short. I remember when I was a little kid, I had a slightly sunken in chest, and I used to run around in shorts a lot. I'm kind of shy now. I don't wear shorts very often unless I'm at home or something. I don't even have any shorts. I have, like these. Weird. I don't know whether they're kind of like underwear, but they're like boxers, I guess. Yeah, they're called boxers, too. Hey, I could just say I'm an alien. I don't know any of your earth's crap. yeah, but what was I just talking about? I've been having a lot of brain farts lately. Like, I was talking to my dad last weekend. Excuse me? I was talking to my dad, and I'm not getting. I just. I think what happened is I get so excited while I'm in a conversation, I'll be talking about some, and then I go and I just. You know what I mean? It happens a lot. All we're going to say is absurd. Future episodes will be better than this one. But, I would like to dedicate this episode to my friend, so. Yeah. Hey, if you're listening to it, you know, you've heard my big mouth on the phone, so. Yeah, you can hear my big mouth on here. And I hope that by the time you hear this, that you're, feeling a lot better. And I hope I'm feeling a lot better because I want to be happier. I mean, I'm happy right now. I'm really happy. But I'm also feeling kind of like, boohoo. you know, I don't know. I don't pretty sure I don't have, what do you call that? Bronchitis. Because if I did, I'd be coughing on. Stop. I hate bronchitis, but, Yeah. So life is A-okay. You know, I'm taking my medicine every day, trying to drink a lot of water, which I'm not doing too well. I was planning out ideas for another comic book. I think I might have mentioned it before. I think about doing a Rex fearless story. Rex is loosely based on me. I also thought about, like, interviewing him. So we were brusquely interviewing yourself. Yeah, I could do that if I want to. Dummy. I definitely am going to do an episode sometime dedicated to pull energy and being the poser that I am, I can't remember his his real name. something something something. Molina. But why he wasn't, a molina. something like that. Anyways, so I recently just got two more films in my collection on Blu ray, one from Vinegar Syndrome, which is called Dracula's Great Love. And then yesterday, finally, I think the Senate buy dog sled from Onda Macabre, the Frenchman's Garden. And I'm really excited about it. But I love I love Paul and actually I already stated that in a previous episode. I love, Paul Nashi. And I know that my buddy Diablo and I'm sure Todd the Meat Cutter and Steve Mad Dog Wenger, they love them to true horror fans love Paul Nashi. Some people are like who? And that's cool if you don't know who he is, that's cool. But what I hate is when people just trash on the ghost movies or do great to see you make a movie, but I'll, I'll get defensive there. I'm trying to convey emotion here, but I also like to each their own, you know, I did Celtic Frost, Cold Lake. I have a Russian import CD of that I got from the Russian Federation and of like that I was listening to was the live show they did, live, I believe was the Hammersmith Odeon, the Cold Lake tour. And I actually have the original VHS of that. I get it off eBay. yes, I am a clam. Oser that's something that I was talking about earlier. Okay, so I was really depressed a couple of weeks ago. I really down in the dumps just thinking about life, thinking about sad stuff, you know, few things in there. And I started thinking about rat. I don't know, maybe I repeat myself. I have a habit of that. So that's why I need to be taking notes. Maybe like a little diary thing about what I've talked about. listening a rat thinking about rat. Actually, I hear a guitar. And while I was working made me feel a lot better. Yeah. I just lost my train of thought. Was that things I like? I don't know, this is definitely a really lame episode, I mean, to me, it's in celebration. Good things. Yeah, it's just like when I was doing comedy. I was doing comedy for a while. I did it for, like a year and a half. I really don't think I was that great. I've tried watching some of my old stuff, and it's funny. I get sick and tired of hearing the word cringe. Let me just say that I have cringe watch from my stuff because it's terrible. Most of my shows, I don't know, I was really, really nervous. And a funny thing about doing comedy is, you know, at least for me, I thought, oh man, I'm already. I'd have like a few days before I was going to do, you know, five minute gig. I'm like, oh man, I was so excited. I'm like, that audience is going to be laughing. And then I'd get up there and do it, and I was frickin terrible. And barely anybody laughed sometimes. Excuse me? I mean, what they. The best part, though, is sometimes I have people come up to me like, I did a, gig. One I know is like, I taught or not. Yeah. You know, I was doing this voice and I was, I had audiences doing. Oh, excuse me, how are you doing, madame? And she's like, oh, we're fine. Oh. So we got on lovely smiles. It's very nice. Thank you very much for being here. And they were laughing and I did a whole gig, you know, a whole show. Like I was like talking, like I was British and people were just looking at me, like, through. And I mean, I'm glad I did that, but you know what I mean? I don't know, maybe it's just because I was every show I did was in front of a bunch of drunks. Bunch of drunk people. I'm all right. Just do shows where I, like, wear a mask. I'd turn around, put a mask on, and then turn around and, you know, you get a few laughs here and there. But, I mean, I really tried, and maybe I'm just put myself down too much, but I ended up, I gave up, and then I was like, you know, I was like a couple weeks went by, maybe, I don't know, three weeks, maybe a month went by and, well, you know, what cares if if a lot of people didn't like what I was doing because I started thinking about the people that did, I mean, other people coming over. I had a dude come on me when I was really big guy, and at first I thought he was going to be aggressive with me because he was a pretty big guy and he's like, dude, you're awesome. And he like, shook my hand. And he told me that I was really cool because I wasn't like anybody else. And I was like, thanks, man. I was really, really moved. And that was what kind of kept me going. But, you know, eventually, like I did my last show and I was wearing a skull mask and I was I sort of was like, I was really inspired by who was it, the black mask. This black mask, the black school I cameras don't know. Anyways, the Batman villain is also just in the Catwoman Hunted anime. Any who. it was like a five minute gig and I was sitting in a chair. You know, I feel like I was pretending like I was on a talk show, and it was just really lame. I had people walking out. I was like, I'm done. I thought, you know what? Several weeks later on my oh, I go back, I'm going to get my revenge. And then by then Covid took over. Now is it? And that was it. And was it. And I have not done any comedy. But you know, it's funny. It's kind of like doing this podcast. I'm like, oh man, I'm so excited. I'm ready. And then I recorded. I'm just kind of blah, I don't know, maybe, maybe somebody is enjoying this, you know, maybe somebody having a good time. Listen to this. Maybe. Maybe not, I don't know, I haven't talked about horror movies or. Well, yeah, I mean, I just mentioned Paul Massey, who's like, he's a king. but, you know, I don't know, man. I'm not a very focused person. I try to be like, it was really hard doing my comic book because I think originally I was going to have like eight pages. And then I got inspired to keep drawing more and then I, you know, I'd be like, this kind of sucks. So I was, I was going online, looking up underground comics and stuff. Keep getting inspiration. So I kept drawing pages, and then all of a sudden I remember another scene from like, the movie from The thing that I really liked, and I was like, I got a parody of that, or, you know, do my own interpretation. So it's not like a super parody. It's not like I'm not totally making fun of it. And if you think I am, well, you're more sensitive than I am. but, you know, it's just it's a loving, homage comedy, whatever. And I might do another one one of these days. I was thinking, you know what? I do the prequel. I don't know, maybe, but I had enough fun. And it was a lot of work. And I did it for the fun of it, you know? But, yeah, I'm trying to focus on stuff. And, you know, I tried doing the comedy thing and, you know, who knows, maybe one day I'll get back to it. But right now, I don't think so. I mean, I maybe I'll do a pseudo comedy gig here on my phone. I frickin zoom here for an episode. Every kind of boring, I'm unprepared for a lot of things I do. If I took notes, then I would be prepared. A lot of people, you know, you go to college. What are you up? Real good. Ready to go? Your notes. Well, I've never been to college, I was going to try to go to college when I lost my job several years ago, and I took and now and I, and I've gotten my job back and I kind of waste out instead of trying something new in my life, which is me, I don't I just don't challenge myself. I mean, if I did, I'd probably be having a really exciting time in my life. And as it stands, I'm not a very exciting person. You know? I'm just kind of boring. I'm not too exciting, obviously. and I can't, I don't drink, I don't smoke, I don't smoke cigarets or pot or anything. I'm just kind of boring, you know? You want to hang out with a guy, like, drinks, like sparkling flavored water. And I don't even really, really eat potato chips anymore. I eat a bunch of my dad's. What? That was like, that was a that was a bad night. I drank too much. Way too much pop. So I could probably screwed up my sugar levels. And I need to get that checked soon. But, yeah. Wow. This is an exciting freaking episode. Maybe there's some cool music playing in the background that will excite you. I don't know, Oh. got a Black Cruise video playing in the background. And you know what? I do have a plan, but I don't want the copyright stuff because I know this. You know, you got to make sure it's not the copyright. It's all the theme that you hear at the beginning is actually, I didn't make it. I don't know what the name of the theme is. Maybe we'll put that on here in the credits somewhere. Anyhow, I'm really happy to be doing this, trying to think about what it's about. The whole thing I was thinking was regret and what else can I say? I don't know, in the in the terms of regret, regrets. Not a good thing, man. There's things that I do regret that I cannot change unless I could go back in time. But seriously, call in my friend. And like I said, if you listen to this, I'm talking to you about you. I'm really happy because that's something that, you know, was really just staring at my heart. So I'm happy to talk to you. And like I said, I hope we'll keep in touch. I'm never going to be such a butthole like that ever again. I mean it because that's not cool. It's not cool to do that to people. I know you're like, you know, take a long break, but be I don't know. So maybe it's just me. I just anyways, I'm not going to keep There. Allure. Allure. Allure. This is an emergency TV distraction notification system. This is only a brief while we wait for the TV distraction to be over. We now return to our show with the TV distraction still in progress. that. It was like, Jesus, this guy's a jerk off. But, Incubus, this isn't even the road. Freaking incubus. You know what you want to Incubus? Serpent the Asian from. And this is like some stupid, stupid new metal band you use. What a joke. It's already a frickin incubus. So every time I, like, see this man or hear about it makes me want to puke. It's like the only incubus is the death metal one, so makes me sick. So all these stupid bands I can't even, like, get on the internet and look up these names. Dumb ass. Like, look up your band name before you use it. Really stupid man. That's terrible. All this, like nu metal three live and all those bands. You know, that's why people like them. I can't stand in that stuff. Like, I like a couple songs by saliva. but I don't know. That's about it. I can't stand limp Bisquick. I don't hate them. I don't even I hate this band, Incubus. I just think that they're really generic. And they should have, like, come up with an original name. Wow. wish you were here. It's original. Yeah, that's a song. My Pink Floyd dummy. any who. So. Oh, yeah. Genius channels making me sick. It's terrible. man. I have the volume now, but I can still see their ugly faces. So, Oh, yeah. I guess the whole thing that I was trying to say before, my lost my train of thought is if something really has a terrible if something that has happened in your life, let's say, from a person, and it hasn't been that horrible that don't turn your back on them, you know, don't regret. Because if you do, if you like, you know, you do something that you regret. It's like, I don't know, am I even making any sense? Kids? Probably not. I am ashamed. And over three years now, I look like a frickin Yeti. I have a hat that has horns on. I have like one to. I have two heads and horns of a plastic Viking helmet at home. It wouldn't matter if I was wearing it right now because you couldn't see it unless I put the picture up. Like I said, I don't know how this is all going to be set up. It's going to be on a website or something, and you could listen to my show and it will call this the regretful and boring times of the bizarre alien, because this is kind of dull. And if you're listening to the first time, you should go back and listen to another episode. The only thing that I do do is at the beginning of every episode, I kind of do a little, what is it, a reiteration? Zombie. You call it a reiteration? I kind of talk a little bit about, you know, the previous episode, like I did that one episode called, Who's Up is Ginger? the show I did about my dream lady. And the next episode, the beginning of. I kind of talked about some stuff I forgot to mention, but I kind of do that. I just like what I mentioned a little earlier in this episode, beginning about stuff I forgot to ask my brother about. But you know what I mean. All this stuff I'll probably be bringing up again. I'll probably do more episodes about certain things, like I'm sure there'll be another episode upcoming about slasher films and maybe weird stuff I've noticed in movies. Maybe I'll have a Tommy. we saw Wyso. I think it's a wyso episode. Maybe, I don't know, a Godzilla episode. You never know. But the thing is, it's hard to concentrate because I'll probably be all over the place, so, I don't know, maybe just giant monsters, you know? But there's definitely a lot of stuff to talk about. And, I swear an oath as I sit here that I am going to start writing notes. One I definitely need to write some stuff about it. And when I do my WTF zombies episode, that one I have thought about for a very long time, I'm going to be talking about movies like Burial Ground, hell of the Living Dead, Nightmare City, Stink of Flesh. That one, I think kind of fits on the agenda. zombie three four and five, obviously. You know, also, Fifth five is also known as killing birds and of course, zombie holocaust, because that was just like, what the Fudge Mile watch and I love. But all that one I'm definitely gonna have to take notes for because that one, I don't know. I'm not saying any of these episodes are written, but that one's like kind of, going to be a very dear, special one to me because I'm talking about some films that I have nothing but absolutely love for. Oh, and they say burial Ground. Well, that one's going to be major, too. So that's why I need to take notes. I'll be doing that upstairs probably pretty soon. And if I feel good enough, maybe this weekend I start. I got, you know, some notebooks and grab your index cards. but, yeah, I am a very unorganized in the brain individual. I'm just trying to. For the new year. I didn't make any resolutions. but I am trying to better myself. first of all, for me and then for other people that I care about. But I'm trying. I'm going to do my best to get my health better so I can feel good, take better care of myself and my responsibilities in life. And I think this year I might as well say about. I'm going to try to, let's together a crazy band, even if it's not 100%, but just something I really like to. I play some shows, I just go crazy and have fun. I show this town and not everybody is for can indie rock your country or hardcore? Whatever you guys are doing out there, that's fine. Keep doing what you do. If you do it good, do it. You know? Whatever. I don't care if you don't even do a good. But I'm going to put together something and maybe eventually the earwigs will play a show again. I don't know, I'm not I don't right now in my life. I'm not too excited about doing it. I don't really care. before I forget, before I forget. So the other day, I called in. I was sick colon Tuesday. I normally don't do that, but I didn't not feel good at all. And I just sat there and I watched Metallica as some kind of monster. And I got to say, it was a very moving documentary. It was like two hours, 20 minutes, and it actually moved me. It really did. And I'm not joking like I used to be. I care that I, I didn't even mention this. Okay, though that was before I released it. so I used to be the world's biggest Metallica fan, and I actually bought this documentary kind of a little slightly beat up about the double DVD in quarterly. And last year now I could say. Yeah, last year, I decided I was going to my sister Heidi. Well, she didn't show up and I was kind of pop out. I took it with me to give tours, and I panicked when that I did. No offense as I watched. Took it back home. Well, anyways, I'm still going to give it to her because I want to find it brand new and get it and get it in my collection. And it was really good. Even though I haven't been a fan of Metallica for a very long time, I basically haven't really been a fan since Cliff Burton passed away. I, I owned and justice Roll twice on cassette, and I got rid of it both times. I think I sold for like $10, but I just I couldn't get into it. I did like the song blackened and one was okay, but I just I couldn't get into it. That whole controversy about lack of bass. Yeah, that was it was lame. And even if they threw the bass back in, I don't care. I just I couldn't get into that album. Definitely better than all the garbage I put out after that though. But the thing is, I don't hate Metallica. I used to have a picture of them on my wall. I loved them, and you know what? If I could ever hang out with Kirk Hammett, I would, because he seems like a really super cool, sweet dude. Cliff Burton will always be my favorite band member, but Kirk Hammett is definitely number two. That dude is just a really good guy. anyways, it was a really good documentary. Heidi, I will give it to you. but yeah, I watched it and I don't know. B honestly, I think that's what sort of got the gears turning tonight, you know, though, get off my ass. Because part of that thing is about regret. There's a scene in there where they hired this guy. They're paying him, like, $40,000 a month, and he was working with the band, and it was good. It's kind of funny. But anyways, it brought up a thing. It's like they're talking about regret. You know, they said you guys are like, you know, friends here. You've been together for a long time, you know, and you're not. You know what? If something happened to one of you guys, you know, it. It made me think about life and it made me think about people. And I don't know, it's just kind of sunk in my head. And then earlier, you know, sort of get near the end of this episode, I started, you know, second, do you know what's kind of hard to, you know, especially if you have to talk to somebody while you're like, crap, you build up stuff. And especially if you've built up really stupid things your head and think, oh, this person's ever going to talk to me again. The thing is, you don't know if you got to try. I mean, I pressed the button to call button, you know, the little green telephone button. And I'm glad I did. And I have no regrets and I'm very happy. So like I said, my friend, if you're listening to this, I hope you enjoyed this episode. I hope everybody enjoyed this episode. And as always, if you didn't, oh, you don't or you didn't, that's cool. But, there's thousands of podcasts out there. Everything you can think of. what else is there to say? You got a few minutes left and this episode's over, and I the last one. Another record until I sit down with my other because I would rather SD card and I'll probably be recording episodes. Let me just say, I probably gonna take a little break, not for very long, because by the time you hear these, I'm sure there'll be, new episodes being, edited. And then you can listen to my boring voice, but hopefully I'll be a little bit more excited. Maybe I'll drink coffee, I mean, or something, you know, just something more exciting than this. But, yeah, like I said, I was just not feeling that great. I'm tired. I'm beat. but I am happy. I'm very happy. I know I keep saying it, but I am very, very happy about earlier. And that brings me joy to my heart. And that sounds silly. Good to go ahead, laugh. Call me a Keke because I am lucky if you anybody ever comes to my house, you can see that I am a total nerd. You know my colleagues, my toys, my movies, my action figures. I don't care how old I get. Oh, Oliver will always love all that stuff. And my impossible dream girl. my kitties, my family, my friends, everybody that they ever said. Kind things to me about my art. Everything I do, my band specially appreciate that. My horrible comedy. Thank you. So anyways, I guess this is it for right now until the next episode of Beyond the podcast in 1984. And as I always say, stay sick takes care. Don't forget to change your underwear. And as always, keep the film and keep watching the skies. This has been Charles, the bizarre alien from outer space. Look at that romantic. bro, isn't that beautiful? If only. Oh, well, that's me a dreamer until the end. The guy who never got the girl at the end. But still he breathes. All right, until next time. Nanu nanu. Bye bye.