Just Do It & A Wee Bit of BCA History

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This is the bizarre alien. And you're listening to this is the third episode of Beyond the podcast of 1984. The whole theme for this episode is what defines me as a person and why do I call myself the Bizarro alien? I mean, my real name is Charles, though obviously people know me if they know me, you know my real name. So some people, believe it or not, or only ever know me as BCA. Bizarre, truly alien. I've been using this. This nickname since 1988. Anyways, so before I go on about you know this this theme so called theme of this episode and I will call them down like I said it was this really ticks me off because I will keep playing it back to make sure it's actually recording. Yeah, and I got a Georgie's batteries again, too, which is fine. Anyhow, so every year I don't make New Year's resolutions. I used to, and then I realized that I barely ever did anything. I think the best thing to do in life, if you're trying to get things done, don't even plan it out. Even writing it down to me, at least for me personally, is a waste of time. So long story short, I just wrote and sent off two letters, 1 to 1 of my aunts or 1 to 1 of my uncle, and because they had sent me a Christmas card and in the past, you know, like I was saying originally, you know, when you were a kid, grandma and grandpa, whoever sends you a gift, you're all right. I'm a nice letter. my God, That's a beautiful woman. So I get this. The arts channel playing in the background. And there's this quite beautiful woman singing opera. And she's very beautiful. I actually have this channel you playing in the background when I am working on art or something, because I enjoy the music and wow, this is this is my show. So I can like, I can do what I want, say what I want. Wow, she's beautiful. my God. Okay. Anyways, I'm going to quit looking at the screen. You know, when you're a kid, I write a letter, you know, Thank you for the weather with the gifts. And we used to do that. And that goes to a whole new another episode that I definitely am going to be doing in the very near future about my grandma grandpa. A lot of it will be about my grandma, who is still the coolest, most wonderful lady I've ever met in my life. Just awesome lady and she really inspired me and it's kind of helped define kind of who I am. And that's what tonight's theme is. But anyways, getting back to, you know, doing stuff, I used to have a bad habit of writing letter by letter, but notes to myself like, you know, let's see, like things I need to do. And a lot of times I don't. So I was just like, just frickin do it. If you got the time and you're there, just do it. Whatever you got to do, you got to work on hard, work on order. Don't think about it. Just frickin do it. I mean, as cheesy as they say, you know, just do it. I agree with it. Just frickin do it, man. Anyways, I did that, and I've got a whole bunch of stuff I want to do, but I'm just trying to tell myself, just frickin do it. It's like I want to do a new comic. And I keep thinking about it, but I don't know, you know, the whole thing about, Are you going to be in a Rae mood? That's just a bunch of crap. Just frickin do it, man. It's like anything else. Just do it, Do it, do it, do it, do it. All right, so all you got to do, man. So anyways, this the theme for this episode is kind of defining myself. Why I call myself the bizarre alien, First of all, because I don't really feel like I really fit in. I never have. I've been incompatible to a lot of stuff. I'm not a party guy. I don't. I don't. I hate bars. I don't go to shows much anymore at all. I have a metro show in like years. I haven't even played a show in years. I actually don't really care right now. I really don't care. I kind of want to play a show again, but the kind of show I like to do is something crazy. I just I'm tired of I hate clubs, I hate bars, all that crap. I think it's all bland. It's just quit bullshit. And anyways, so all I was trying to do stuff with my life, but, you know, being who I am, what I about, I would consider myself definitely an individual. I'm not great. I'm not a horrible think of it as a okay person. I'll try to better myself as a person for myself and you know, and just go, Wow, we yeah, this is just cool. This woman is very beautiful. I want to find out who she is. She is beautiful. She's singing this really nice opera master orchestra. But, you know, I'm definitely in my own world, and I. I don't. I don't date. I don't care about it. That crap I gave up on all that, like, quite a while ago. And I don't just do cares, you know, dating all that garbage marriage. I just, you know, these their own man. I'm going to go on and off on a tangent. That's not what this is supposed to be about. I want to. I know this lady is real fast, and then I'll get right back to this episode of Swear. Okay, So it's like some big show. This is cool. Very cool music by this conductor. So like, I was in been in my own world since I was a kid. I spent a lot of time alone. A lot of people don't like to be alone. They like to hang out with people. They like to have girlfriends or, you know, or a girl boyfriends or, you know, boyfriends or boyfriends, girlfriends or whatever. I'm just up in my whole world, man. And I always go to think movies. Movies are the very top movies and music are have really helped me and gotten me through terrible, terrible times in my life of depression and whatnot, like snuff it. But, you know, I started out like the first thing I saw that really blew me away was seeing Star Wars in 1977. I was six years old. And then, of course, you know, I got babysat by the television. My mom had a job, but my brother sister would go babysit. I'd come home. I think I was like nine. So I'd watch Star Trek, like every day. The original Star Trek group, obviously. I mean, this was way back. And then, of course, I got into Battlestar Galactica and I loved Buck Rogers Logan's Run TV series, which, yes, people like to argue me that there wasn't. Yes, there was. There was a Logan's Run TV series. I used to watch that as what's another show called the Phenix. Actually, I used to watch that with my my mom and my step dad was my other stepdad. But anyways, so science fiction was my first big love and I really loved it. And it's so funny of people. You're a nerd, so. Yeah. And what are you gonna do about it, asshole? I am a frickin nerd. I don't care if you want to call me a nerd, you're going to my house. You probably think if Jesus was a kid, live your life. Yeah. I mean, I. I'm all over the place, but science fiction was like my first big thing. And then, of course, I slowly got into horror. And the first horror movie I did see was a 1974 Texas Chainsaw Massacre at a drive in theater. Anyways, that's my all time favorite horror film. And then, of course, later on, you know, I saw movies. I actually I didn't see that one too much much later. Evil about Evil Dead. I saw Evil Dead in 82 when it was, quote unquote hot new review just released. And I frickin love that. It's like probably my second favorite horror film of all time. And of course, the thing about, you know, Alien and later on, I still I love aliens, you know, it's more of an action film, but it's frickin great, you know? But I mean, sci fi, like the Black Hole Tron, good enough fantasy stuff like Dragonslayer, of course I love. I'm a huge fan of Excalibur. That's not really fantasy, but cause I'm sure some people might call a fantasy. There's definitely some elements of fantasy in it. But anyways, all that stuff was like my early love, you know? Of course I'm just kind of rambling here, but the Flash Gordon movie that came out 1980 is still one of my all time favorite movies of frickin love that movie so much, you know, like CONAN the Barbarian and The Shogun Assassin. I saw that on television that, of course, people worry, you know, if you know what I'm talking about, if you know what that is, that's lone wolf. And it's like the first two movies cut up into one movie. They threw a bunch of the overseas and then they made it into one movie and dumped it in and completely different. Weird, very cool, moody, weird soundtrack and pretty cool dubbing. I actually own an old imported DVD of that. I love that frickin movie, but I love all of them. I mean, I've got the old DVD box set of that, all six films, and I could go out to a whole thing about Samurai films. But anyways, so, you know, when I was a kid, I started seeing a lot of action movies. And of course, my uncle, who I would like to thank for getting me into stuff like Vampire Parola, the rook and eerie creepy, all those, you know, Warren publications stuff, which is great. And then of course I got it and I was like, I like House of Mystery, I like Ghost Manor, and there's a whole bunch of other weird like, just really weird horror comics that I got into. Guru's creepy was a big, big inspiration. I freaking love creepy. I was going to say, but, you know, and then later on down the road to get into Red Sonja, I get into MongoDB, so several years later I was like 19. I think it was like Al Landers, which definitely massive influence, inspiration, The big, big, big revelation in my life for personal reasons. Well, you know, all that stuff. And then of course, Superman was my first big hero. And I still love Superman. The Christopher Reeve recipes one of the greatest of all time of Henry Cavill, too. But of course, the old, old original supervisor is pretty cool, even I honestly never seen a whole lot. But, you know, just Superman's awesome. I wanted to be him when I was a kid, I used to walk around the neighborhood with, like, a keyboard and pretend like I was Superman. It was fun, but, you know, all that stuff just kind of defined me because I spent a lot of time alone, you know, I just. I didn't really have any friends. I'd have, like, you know, zero periods in my life. I'd have like one really, really good friend and maybe a few other friends here and there. You know, I had my friend William Jones when I lived in Airway Heights, and then later on, my friend Wayne Recipes dude became time inspiration for me doing voices and wanting to do comedy and stuff like you were brother recipes. yeah. No, I just said that would restore peace, buddy. And my my best friend Mike Damon, who also passed away. I miss you very much, Guy. We were starting to do comedy and doing music together, and he was just one of the sweetest one or most wonderful people I've ever known in my life. And a very funny dude like we complement each other with weirdness. And I miss you all up, man. But I've always, you know, I like costumes and stuff. I collect like what I call post-apocalypse stuff because, you know, Mad Max two is my favorite movie of all time over everything. And, you know, those movies that I absolutely love. But that is like number one, Mad Max two, The Road Warrior. I frickin love that movie. I have a lot of stuff at home. Like, you know, I have a hog, you bast a spray painted black. And we had all these shoulder pads and, like, hockey gear just, you know, like, road warrior looking like the bad guys and the road warrior anyways, you know? And I've been drawing on and off since I was a kid. I actually just did a comic, and I don't know what that has to do with me defining myself. But no, I really I still love comic books. I need to read more. I need to actually go back to the comic book shop because there's one stuff waiting for me to plan on doing soon. So sorry guys, I will be back. But, you know, just everything that I've gotten into in my life has been a big inspiration. And, you know, if you want to call me a nerd, I don't care. I mean, my place looks like a little kid lives there. I've got tons of movies, good action figures, you know, just random stuff, a lot of comic books. But I've just always loved that stuff and I've never been embarrassed or anything. I mean, the only time that I felt I did something really stupid is for a while There was the end of my eighties pop and all my hard rock, you know, stuff that I liked, like Poison, the Cinderella, Motley Crue, and even Beloved Twisted Sister. And I went through this phase and I just I didn't listen. I didn't listen to any of that stuff for a few years, and I thought I was real heavy and what a joke. And that's one thing that I really happy that I did, is I got out of that because it's like, who cares? Because I remember hanging out with the guy Kelly from was a detested issue. And I think from from Portland, we were hanging out one day at a show. I was supposed to play a show with Brother The Stench. And I got there like, I think it was like half an hour or 20 minutes, whatever. I had to get done playing because I couldn't find the address. I didn't know where it was. Anyways, I found on the South Hill and I missed the show and I was bombed out. But anyways, you know, because I was supposed to play. But anyways, so he and I were hanging out. We're talking about music and he was talking about all these bands he liked and I was really surprised. So he was kind of like a cross punk, you know, hardcore guy. And he was talking about a lot of metal he liked. And I started thinking like, You know what? Why? And he didn't even care. He uses a combo what he likes. Well, one day I was hanging out with my friend, my roommate now, but my friend, we were recording some Darth Maul stuff and I decided to turn the radio on and fly Cass Eagles. I ran Blade. I'm like, wow. It just right then. And there I was like, You know, I hadn't heard the song in years. I was just like, you know, I don't care. And I will listen to what I like and I don't really care if people like it or not. I'm not going to be embarrassed or nothing. So the next day I went to Little Nell's Records and I bought The Doors a greatest Hits double LP about Pink Floyd Animals, Men Without Hats, Rhythm of Youth, can't remember what else I got. I don't know if that was the day I bought plasma addicts Butcher baby 12 inch. But anyways, I got that there. I still have it. Like I was looking at it the other night. Anyhow, that's one thing about myself is I don't care. It's like I like what I like about it and think know it's like you're going to die one day. I have no quote unquote guilty pleasures. I think that's one of the stupidest things. Good guilty of like you. So but I don't have any guilty pleasures. I like what I like and I don't care. I don't have any shame. When I was a kid, I was a real dork, kind of hyperactive. I sometimes do get kind of hyperactive, but now my kid he's has is definitely hyper. He gets all hyper and he starts his and it kind of goes crazy. I'm kind of like that, and I'm just I'm trying to chill out, man, But I'm also like, not apologizing for being me. And I'm not perfect and I have no shame. I like what I like. And if you don't, that's fine. I listen to a lot of different music. I don't care. I like everything from eighties pop, like some techno, I like some ambient, like some trance. I couldn't name any trance bands, but you know what? It'd be like some industrial and a lot different metal. Like, I can't just say heavy metal, but you know, like some death metal heads of grain grower and of speed metal, a little bit of maybe some prog metal. I like some prog rock, but I like a lot of like, you know, I like some J-pop, like earlier Jeep, I like some Japanese, some really super Japanese hard rock metal. I can't even name the bands and I'm not talking about loudness who I love, I love Was it Thunder in the East is like one of the greatest, like Japanese heavy metal albums of all time Africa. Love that that album kicks my ass. But I talking about like, more like, obscure, like these beautiful women on stage were in a cave and lovely dress and other seeing them. I know you know what they're saying, but the music is really majestic and melodic and it's so good cause like, there's a lot of kick ass Japanese noise and hardcore punk. Good stuff. Definitely. I mean, my favorite Japanese band is Is Jism and the Stalin closer to my two absolute favorites, and Hydrocarbon is definitely my favorite noise band from over there. And I love, you know, see, I hate capacitance, I like MSP. RS Great. The still great recipes. Mr.. Mr. Talwar, Brant Positano. Koji Tano, Danny Danno. my God, I can't even think right now. But building of gel and a killer bug and the guy that does Killer Bug is really cool. And though I can't remember his name right now, so I apologize. Anyways, I'm all over the place with a lot of music. I like some rap. I love, like, Too Short to Live crew, N.W.A. Like Public Enemy. I like I love the first Beastie Boys rap album because, you know, they used to be like a punk band. License to Yell is like, I love that album. Motorhead CD. I like I love Venom, I love Twisted Sister. I mean, there's a lot of music. I love Kiss. I like a lot of some of their eighties stuff, you know, prefer earlier Kiss, but I like the eighties stuff and I like some of the stuff in the nineties too. I like Psycho Circus. I don't care I like when I got so Kiss couple years ago is one of the coolest shows ever But to my life I don't care. so to the original goes it's like whatever you know I could go on a tangent about that. I would want to work with people that have drug problems, alcohol problem, alcohol ism either. So that's what happens, unfortunately. Anyways, so much good music. And you know, my eighties hard rock and so-called glam. I hate to see glam rock because real glam rock you know is like T-Rex New York Dolls lol. But you know what I mean? Hard rock glam like the first Poison album. I don't mind So Fast Pussycat. I love the first Cinderella album. I read mention of it twice, but I'm a huge Twisted Sister fan. I like. I love everything by those guys, everything from the seventies, you know, last album that they did. I love them. Huge fan and awesome for life. Audience member Since 1984. And you know, there's bands like, you know, Death Metal, the ones probably my favorite is probably Impetigo and I love Mortician. I like Cannibal Corpse. I love Early Slayer or is it Venom? But the first like, I don't know I like I like everything from but I don't even I like some of calm before the storm but excuse me you know welcome to hell and black metal I like possessed. This is an odd album, but I like that one. And of course, the band possessed seven churches. What's up, Mr. Bizarro? You rule dude. Jim Poser is awesome, but possessed of a church is a love of early creator. I like some destruction. Excuse me. Sorry about, like, Beltran. Lots and lots of stuff, man, but what else? I don't know. I just going to say it. I draw comics off and on. I just finished one. I did like tribute Ahmed slash parody of the thing. I call it the WTC Monster. We're going to get that pretty soon. Really excited about it. But I bet each John Carpenter fan love just about everything he's done. Couple movies I don't care for, but I'll get into that. What did you John it John Carpenter episode sometime. Well no I. I don't know Some people think I'm really weird. I've had some people think I'm creepy. I mean, I'd be like, say, Dude, here's one so hard, you know, Sorry to be a dick. I used to think you were just kind of an asshole, and then you're. You're actually a cool guy. And I'm like, Well, thanks, but, you know, that's cool. Appreciate and be really honestly. Well, yeah, you may a chance if you don't even know me. And I'm sure some people thought I was a creep. Like I've had girls out to get a serial killer. They've actually said that other people and then I hear about it objects is quite weird and creepy. So. Yeah, because I don't know you because I'm shy, All right? I've always been shy. It's like, yeah. They say when you're on your show, you get older, you get out of it. Now you don't. At least I tend I'm still kind of shy. I don't even I don't go anywhere. Like I said, I don't go to bars. I don't. I don't there's what parties last time people as people want to hang out with them. I was like, you know, if I had the word, these girls are all beautiful. But it's like, Sorry, I got a word, you know, And they were all nice, nice, nice girls or women, but it doesn't really matter because, you know, whatever. I was born alone. I'm going to die alone. It doesn't matter. I'm just kind of like in my own world. And, you know, that's fine when women think I'm weird, am I good? I don't really care. And some apparently have liked me. Supposedly they saw me or saw me online or they heard about me. You know, like, this guy is cool. But it's like, Yeah, well, I've never met you. I'm flattered, though. I've had some weird situations with some girls and I've always liked girls about. I don't really want to get into a whole thing about this because it would just go on to a tangent or rant and not necessarily a bad rant, but I'm I good me. Everybody knows I've got a dream girl. I love her. I've loved her for a long, long time. And she came into my mind and my heart back then, like they were like 91. And she's very special to me and I'm actually working on I'm not physically working on it, but I'm kind of taking notes, put them in my head. But I am definitely going to do an episode about my dream lady, and it's going to be called who That Is. Ginger. I know. I'm not saying myself. I actually would like to call it that. I think it's What do you like? Maybe, I don't know. Maybe Tab you could put like a peep or some of the Who the album is. Ginger So long story short, because you kind of defines who I am, is it all I don't have a quote unquote row girlfriend. I don't really care. I'm in my own world and I want to talk about her. And if you think I'm crazy, I really don't care. I don't care because life is too short. I'm going to die one day. You're going to die one day. We're all going to die. One day he died. She though they died. They all died. The big deal keeps me. She keeps me from feeling so lonely. Because I am actually. I feel very lonely sometimes and it sucks. But at the same time, I'm like, Whatever. You know, that's life. And I don't even know where I'm headed to. With this episode supposed to be, what defines bizarre, really? And well, everything that I mean to you kind of helps define me and for those who don't know, my buddy Tim here was started on a documentary about me in May of 2005. I really opened that. We'll get going on it again. But I mean, I don't think even if we even if we did get it going, let's say we finish it, I don't think there's really even an ending because, you know, a lot of endings are documentaries usually. And then, the guy, he's a lonely guy. He gets a girl at the end. Well, you know what? I probably will not. I've already got her in my mind and my heart and my dreams. And that's probably as far as I'll go. And, you know, maybe that sounds lame, but. well, anyways, so that whole thing was just kind of like, well, my life and my band, The Earwigs and I bet and a bunch of other bands too. But you know, they are sort of defines me to the whole sci fi alien mutant robot outer space anime inspired, as I call it, Alien Noise destruction music. I've been in my own world, man, and this is how I've always been. I used to get bullied a lot in high school, so, you know, just like when I was a kid, especially growing up, I would have like, you know, like one great friend here and there. I'd hang out with him. But a lot of times I spent a lot of time alone and I actually liked it. I still do. And I love that. Just almost nothing more than to sit in my room when my cat's lights off. Of course, I can't really say that or more. I used to see like, yeah, with some beer, potato chips. Well, actually, I can't really. I do not drink. I have a drink now and probably, like, I don't know, about a month because of stage one diabetes. So that does not mix pills very well. I have potato chips. I don't really I bought any, you know, while now I eat too much salt, so I'm kind of boring. So was my point. So basically sitting in my room, I let's let's let's reiterate that cinema room the lights I'll watch it a crazy cool weird movie or some Japanese animation or some ad drink. It's a sparkle of flavor water and yeah, that's about it. I don't eat popcorn, you know. No, sold on it. I don't like salt much anyways, but you know, I'm kind of happy doing it and I'm just like I said earlier, I'm not a party guy. Or did I? I don't know if it was in the original episodes trying to do that at all. But anyways, yeah, I have never really felt the urge like, man, I'm going to have a girlfriend or I've got to go and, you know, do this. I got to go to a party, I got to hang out with a bunch of people. I don't like hanging out with a lot of people. I mean, I've done comedy really well. Yeah, but you played shows like, Yeah, well, that's like a defined audience, you know? It's you know, it's a defined audience. It's like a comedy. It's usually a bunch of drunks. I've noticed virtually all the alcoholism in the comedy world is like, Well, I could see why because when I was doing comedy, I the drink a lot just to get courage. And I was really terrified. And I haven't done it in years now, and I don't really care if I probably won't, but you never know. I might try to do it again. So I'm just sitting here and yeah, so if you know me, you know what I'm into That kind of defines me as individual. And like all thing with having, you know, call myself the bizarre alien because obviously I feel like I'm in my own world. I always have. I, when I go to sleep almost every night, I don't I'm not laying in my bed. I'm on a spaceship lying next to my my beautiful dream lady. And I just imagine we're like cruising through space and it's a wonderful feeling. And sometimes it almost feels real that she's really there. And it's pretty amazing. And I have a dreams about her. But ever since I was a kid, I think with just some of the crap I dealt with too. But getting in and really getting in the music, music was actually the first thing that I really got to do was kind of my escape. I'd just sit in my room with the headphones on and I'd read and I'd listen to music, and I just I loved music. I have a lot of music and noise and stuff in my collection, and I love that stuff. It makes me happy. Do you want to call it a safety net? I don't know what we call it a safe space. I think that's stupid. But this is another do it. Well, it kind of has to do with get away from assholes and bullies. But, you know, I'm just so used to it. I'm so used to the years of being myself that it's it's normal for me. And I've enjoyed doing this. And I'm happy that I'm recording a new episode. So we'll probably have, like, I don't know, what, six episodes. And then while these are all being edited, I'll just do some more and will the show be coherent? I don't know. Is it coherent enough for you? Probably not. I'm I've got ideas for upcoming episodes. Going to be doing one about Mad Max to. I don't think I could spend like 40 minutes talking just about that. I mean, I'll probably mention other post-apocalypse films that I love because I've got two buds I really like. I love actually, I'll be doing more about horror films, probably do a special about my movie collection because I'm a dork. I'm talking about toys, so about comic books. Here's my dream, my beautiful girl. I'll be talking about her. I'll be talking about girls in another episode because I got some weird stories and I might add a name. Any of these like ladies, but I think they're just kind of funny. They're. They're just stuff I want to talk about because I am just a dork. And, you know, it's funny, too, because think about all that kind of crap. When I was a kid, I thought, Well, when I grow up, I'm going to like, get married and have kids. Live in a big house while I live in a house that's kind of big. But I don't know how for how much longer. I don't have kids unless you count my cats. I don't have an actual girlfriend. I don't. I've never been married. I. I just. I don't bother, man. That's the thing. I don't really bother. What's the point? I mean, I've had girls hit on me. I've had girls that have liked me, and that's kind of going off on going away from the theme. But I think now I'm just kind of killing time. Here. Let me see what time it is. Yeah, I'm just kind of boring. That's that's why I like shows. Like, because I have like a couple people pocket because they get feed off each other. But I'm planning on episodes with different friends because I think they have interesting things to say. And I'll probably take I won't take too much of a step back. I'll like talk about crap too. But, you know, let them like how a lot of say, you know, talk about their lives and stuff. But yeah, I'm kind of zoned out. It's like, God, you know what time it is? It's like 145. I think I got some classical music playing in the background. It's very cool. I'm just a slob kind of thin and I'm wearing like, do or glasses is a good last June or in crocs, you know, some people make fun of crocs. I don't care. They're comfortable. Anyways, I'm feeling okay. I'm just trying to, you know, get through life, try to get stuff done. A planning on a new comic book, a new story with one of my characters. I do a new Sun Again comic sometime. I'd actually like to just take a bunch of my Old Sun again. Just rereleased it as one big collection sometime down the road. I'd love to put out all my. I found a bunch of my old comics and they're really a horrible the from like 88 and are really really cheesy. But I'm kind of proud of one because, I mean, you know, I really tried so and I got it through other comic books I've never released. I want to, like, put out some time. I got a feather head call, I get another one. It's kind of like my old Xenomorph comics. But it's yeah, it's like I don't even know what it's called, but my brain is just like, drop of blood. If you're listening to this, you're still with me. If you're enjoying it, I'll be you. People out there, you know, I'm sure will set it up that you could like, I'll send me emails or comments or whatever, you know, varied it. That's fine. If you like it, that's cool. If you love it, that's great. But yeah, like that. I even mention I have a call by some of the Missouri lab because I was trying to come up with a name. Kind of like Weird Al Yankovic. I don't know if I even said that. I write about them so they get screwed up in you as a rip real fast. That's why I can't. Well, the name I was bizarre Charlie for a while. Well, first I was was Chainsaw Charlie. Then I found out that the guy that does ran that Hellespont is called Chainsaw Charlie. So out of respect, I came up with some friend. I was talking about an old magazine. Think it was called Bizarre Adventures and so I was bizarre Charlie for a while. And then Ginger came along in my mind, ginger ale. And. And I was like, I'm going to add the word alien to it. Even though I consider myself like a mutant, I feel like an alien, too. But I hope you think I'm nuts. I hope you will. They go crazy and I don't really care. I hope you do. But I will never change who and what I am. A me. And that's all there is to it, you know? God, now I'm kind of rambling here, so I think this episode is probably going to be over in a moment. But yeah, okay. Actually it is. So I have a whole bunch of episodes planned with themes. I'm going to start actually writing down notes, so I kind of make sense. But if I don't make sense, that's the power that I have. It's kind of like the force, except it's not super powerful. It's just kind of dumb. So anyhow, I think that's about it. This has been research really alien you've been listening to Beyond the podcast, Amazing 84 and I hope wherever you are, however you are, you're doing good to take care of yourself, Stay sick, takes care. Don't forget to change your underwear. And as always, keep the feel and keep watching the skies. And we'll see you next time. Unless you see you used to do things, do it.