A Filthy Stream of Consciousness

In this episode BCA introduces himself and rambles on in a stream of consciousness almost similar to a Jack Kerouac novel. We get a taste of what he's into and we promise the show will get more coherent. Stick around for the ride, it'll be worth it. Plus, there's a surprise in every episode!

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Artistically intends to continue in a one, two, three, four. All right, here we are. You're listening to the Beyond the podcast of 1984. This is your parasitic co-host or co-host I read. This is your parasitic host, the bizarre alien, also known as bizarre, literally alien, a.k.a. though bizarre Cheslin, a.k.a. Charles the Bizarre Alien. So anyways, here we are. I actually this is a new podcast by me. Like I said, it is called Beyond the Podcast of 1984 and I took the name after, you know, going through a bunch of names quite a while ago. I was going through all these names and just none of them really fit. And so I was thinking about the players. Maddox, One of my all time favorite albums, is Beyond the Valley of 1984. They which came out in 1981, and it's a really kick ass album. Of course, Wendy Williams, the singer, just an awesome lady. Rest in peace. So anyways, I tried to start doing this podcast last night, or actually technically it's morning after work, but I was really it just wasn't working out. And I was also really depressed and just kind of out of it. But anyways, here I am, upstairs in my house, surrounded by tons of movies and anime and animated films and just all kinds of all kinds of crazy movies. And, you know, all my action figures I got lined up on my wall, my amp, I should say, amps, my guitars, bass, all that good. A kid that won't cut that out, man. I love you, too. Jeez. Beyond is a podcast, a 1984 1984 was like one of the greatest years of my life. That's when I first really, you know, I was getting into music and stuff. MTV was really cool, a lot of cool movies on back then. And of course, I was just like, I was 13 years old, so it was really collecting music. I was just watching MTV back when it was good and listen to the radio back, in my opinion, when it was good. And my best friend Wayne, who really inspired me to get into doing voices and stuff and we hung out a lot. He listened to a lot of music. He actually it was more kind of like I wasn't really, say, a collector, but he had a lot of 40 fives and stuff. He had a lot of cool records and, you know, there's like a bunch of, you know, random stuff like Devo and Quiet Riot to get decks, these Midnight Runners. I had the Pac-Man Fever album by Bunker and Garcia, which I still need to get in my life. I love that album. It's like, that's such a cool album. But my friend Ron posted that, I don't know, a couple of years ago or so, and it just brought back a lot of memories. I was like, Wow, man. But so the quote unquote, theme for this show, I don't know if it's even really a theme. I guess it kind of is is is this going to be whatever? You know, it's probably just hearing a lot about, you know, stuff that I like that makes me happy that I have, you know, kind of obsessions with. Of course, you know, you know, definitely that being like Mad Max two, which is my all time favorite film, I love that movie. And there will definitely be an episode about that and definitely something I've been planning for years. I was going to write it like kind of like an essay just for the fun of it. And then I thought, you know, be kind of cool to video. And then I'm like, Well, maybe one day I could do a podcast about it. But anyways, I'm going to do a special called WITF Zombies, and that's basically I'm going to talk about my favorite crazy zombie movies that defy the genre of zombie movies, because there are definitely many out there. Definitely, especially of the Italian persuasion, like, you know, the Hell of the Living Dead Burial Ground Nightmare, City Zombie two, three and four. There's a whole bunch of those crazy movies that I absolutely love, and some people think they're crap. I think they're awesome. But I'm also going to be talking a lot about, you know, the people that know who I am. You know, I've been doing my band, The Earwigs, since, and I always like to give the date August 90. But anyways, I'll be talking about, you know, probably a history of the earwigs and a bunch of funny stories and some not so funny. I'm going to talk about my times hanging out in Ohio, you know, with pile bags and, you know, all the crazy stories and fun stuff, talking a lot about like the old quote unquote, you know, the noise, grind noise, noise or whatever seen, you know, there's a lot of crazy stuff for Taiwan movies and anime and a lot of stuff, man. A lot of stuff that I love. You know, I'm I'm sure probably be doing an episode about Sakai Hou rules, you know, one of the craziest, most ridiculous bands, and we're all talking about crazy fun stuff. But anyways, so this is like my introductory episode. And so if it's kind of all over the place, well, that's me, man. Bizarre Island. I like this in real life. I feel incredibly good right now. I feel a lot better than last night though. Yes, we have some coffee. there. But yeah, I met through a whole lot of a whole lot of stuff. I'm like, I'm 52 and a half now, and that it kind of freaks me out, even admitting my age, because I actually I don't feel like I'm actually that old. It's weird. And it's funny cause I've met a lot of people that have told me like, Dude, if you had told me, I wouldn't, you know, I wouldn't have known. I wouldn't believe whatever people you know, tell me that I seem a lot younger than I am. And that's cool. But the thing about me is I don't put on an act of who I am or whatever. And in this show, you know, all my opinions about all kinds of things, but definitely not really, really interested in talking about politics or anything. I am I might bring up stuff once in a while, but the show is going to be about all kinds of, you know, fun and weird stuff. And of course, you know, I will get in all my movies. So that's probably my biggest obsession. I think I have last count was like over 6000 movies. I think that I still have a handful of VHS, but I actually got rid of a lot. I used to have like, God, like, I can't remember. I had a really massive collection, but I had to move. So I had three days to move out and I threw away a lot. And some of them I regret, I wish I still had, but I still have like, you know, it's not really a big box, but I know I've got, you know, some VHS, I've got some CDs from a long time ago. I have a ton, literally a ton of DVDs. And I'm like a lot of people I'm not you know, I've gotten rid of some I've traded some off because some movies, you know, I ended up getting on Blu ray. There are quite a few DVDs that are still the movies are only on DVD. And and then there are some movies that I'm keeping even though I have the Blu rays of them. I'm keeping the DVDs because the DVDs are, you know, cool. I mean, it's different. Usually it's different, you know, like, for example, I've got three versions of Henry Ford that are serial killer. I have the old two disc said the DVD with a reversible cover. And then years and years later, I actually only like, I don't know, couple of years ago I got the Blu ray and the cover is just kind of it's kind of generic and it doesn't have the documentary that's on the on the DVD, which is kind of odd about, you know, the real Henry Lee Lucas. And then what was it, early this year, I accidentally bought the 4K, which I didn't mean to. I was in the 4K section. I didn't realize it was a 48 and I don't have a player. So anyways, I bought it and I'm actually glad I did because it comes with a really cool poster and it has like two small books and you know, one of these days maybe I'll get the player to screen, but right now it's not a big deal because I have the other, you know, versions of it. But anyhow, I have a lot it's actually a pretty decent size, but I got a little obsessed and for a while there I was collecting movies like crazy, but because of like, you know, my rent going up. Yeah, I love movies. I have a lot of movies, man. So I don't know, I guess I like a lot of different stuff. My favorite genre is probably, is probably horror. I like horror and splatter and slasher films. I like exploitation and yellow. I like some occult films. That's a genre I really like. I love science fiction. I'm a really huge fan of post-apocalypse, but especially like Mad Max to the Road Warrior. That's like I said, it's my favorite movie of all time Warrior of the Wasteland. But I also I love the genre, Lord, Like I'm a huge fan of like the new Barbarians. At the beginning of the 21st century, the nuclear holocaust had come to pass. Well, the rover of what's that like three times now? It's a really cool movie. Whatever you think so I'm familiar with. I'm a long time ago, the book of Eli. I like Waterworld. I actually used to hate Waterworld, like I bought it years ago on VHS. I got a used it, a porn one downtown, and I thought it was really boring. And then years later, I was like, I have it in a $5 bin at Wal-Mart of my why not? You know, And and all this water asking the wrong person. And I really liked it. I was like, wow. But as a genre, I love, you know, me duh. You know, And I love the Bronx. 1990, the Bronx Warriors Steal Dawn with Patrick Swayze's fun kind of out of the you know, I like to say it's corny. It's a little corny, but it's a fun movie. This is a lot of those, you know, post-apocalypse. I really, really love that stuff. I like a lot of like, just films from all over the world. Like, I'm a big fucking Socceroo fan. I love cyberpunk stuff. Like, you know, shooting a supermoto. I'm a big fan of his. I'm trying to collect everything by him. I've got multiple versions of Tetsuo one and two because I love those movies so much. I'm I like, you know, movies like nine six for Pinocchio and Rubbers Lover, a little Blade Runner, Star Wars, which is of course, not cyberpunk, but you know what I mean? That's like one of my favorite huge fan. I love Star Wars. I like I like them all the trilogy is I call it the Holy trilogy will always be the best. But, you know, I can appreciate all the other ones know. People argue about those. I'm like, Whatever, you don't like it, don't watch them. I like a lot of crime films, especially euro crime, like Italian crime films, spaghetti westerns is a lot of action films, you know, past and present. And I'm looking over here, Samurai films. I read a lot of that. My collection. I've got you know, martial arts like Shaw Brothers and just a bunch of different stuff. I like a lot of shot on video splatter films and horror like Violence, Street, the violence shit collection, you know, boarding House, Cannibal Campout, all that kind of stuff. You know, the classic shot on video splatter, like stuff like sledgehammer. And we had a lot of Indonesian films. I'm just kind of going on and on, blah, blah, blah. Anyways, you know, you kind of get the gist of it. I've been to a lot of movies, but I also, the last three years have been watching a lot of stuff that I normally wouldn't have watched, you know, like some kind of I don't know if you want to say drama in the quirky, slightly odd films like Inherent Vice Bad Times at the El Royale. Can I confess something to you? I'm not really a priest. God, I'm trying to think, you know, films like The Green Book, none of those movies are horror or anything, because that's that's all I used to be into was like, you know, pretty much horror films, sci fi, some action, you know, mainly eighties and then anime, which I love. Anyway, I have a huge anime collection here of a ton of anime and animated stuff. God fans think. But I like I like it just a lot. I like movies a lot, you know? And I love Godfrey Ho. I am totally invincible. Wish stayed up all night just to kill him for you. Hey, quite an exotic movie. I like really bad movies. Earlier this year I get the Bird Demick trilogy. My brain feels damaged, but the first one was really entertaining. How horrible was in the second or third order? Just horrible. I mean, my God, they really hard to sit through. But the first one, I mean, as horrible as it was, it was still like, you know, pretty fun. And I love, you know, like Tommy Wiseau. hi, Mark, over some of his stuff, you know, The Room live, his neighbors, TV shows, TV series he did. What's this one called Over here? This one, it's a two movie set. Yeah. Best Friends, which I highly recommend, is really odd. It's him and Greg Cicero and it's actually pretty good. It's like two movies. It's like a collection. And it's they're really odd, but they're cool, you know, the usual hilarious acting. I don't really want to say bad acting because this is those movies are and whether it's on purpose or what, I don't know. But I think there's something magical about Tommy's films, you know? But anyways, you know, been doing my band since August of 19, slowed down a lot. Still kind of doing stuff. I just got asked to be interviewed for this old friend of mine I've heard from in a long, long time. William with Boogie. He's doing a podcast and I actually was thinking about him one night. It's kind of funny and also and I was like, I get this message and I'm like, Yeah, I'd do a man. So I guess sometime in January, I'm looking really looking forward to that. You've got to put air Duke's exercise on that. You got to be funny and do through something. The hell are you doing? This is very dull. I don't understand you. Why don't you do some push ups of something and go out to go for a brisk jog? Yeah, I. Yeah, I. I was gobby. Isn't bad. This is like my third cup today, so. Yeah, my place is kind of a wreck right now. This room is a mess. There's like, stuff all over the place and very unorganized. I'm trying to straighten things up. I'm trying to organize. I'm supposed to be putting stuff together for a double LP by the earwigs on breathing problems. And I'd like to do that. I'd love to do that, buddy. Rusty was like, Hey, man, how about like, you know, next year, like 20, 24, I talked to my friend Zach about, you know, mastering it, you know, try to get it all at the same level. And I was excited about it, but I recorded like, it's not really new now, but I did do an album is called Brush Your Teeth With Fucking Shit. Stupid chord is really taken me out. Okay. Out of you would stop doing that. Anyways, I did that and I just been kind of sitting on. I don't really done anything. I need to send off some copies. I was collecting all these boxes because I want to hand draw stuff on the cover and then, you know, put the CD in the box and then, I don't know, I need to make copies of the of the pages of all the song titles. It's like a hundred and I think 70 songs, and it's all total shit, garbage, noise, grain, vomit. So I like the early earwigs and I'm pretty proud of it. I was recorded during a bleak times. I thought I was going to have to move and but anyways, that's been done and I have all this other stuff and it's just it's a matter of just being inspired and so I haven't been feeling very good for the last few years. And then I just found out less than a month ago that I have stage one diabetes. I've been saying diabetes, but I might add diabetes. So luckily, thankfully it can be reversed, but I get to take it seriously. So myself personally, I had to quit drinking like a couple of days is going to be like three weeks because I took a bunch of meds one night and I drink a bunch of beer like 5 minutes after it. And I did not feel really and feel good. And the next day and I'm like, because, you know, the doctors, you know, they always tell you you should never mix medicine with with alcohol. You can cause you can cause negative side effects and like obviously. So they I, I so yeah, what, what can I talk about? I mean, I don't know. You know, like I was saying, I've been wanting to do a podcast for a while. I wanted to do it like two years ago and I thought it was going to happen. And then of course, you know how things go. It it didn't happen. And I talked to my buddy Tim, who's producing this, and I really thank you very much, my friends. I'm finally doing it. Been really inspired. And like I was saying, I feel better right now because yesterday I just I kept trying to do this and I screwed it up and I kept turning it off and erasing it and then doing it again. But so, you know, I'm just kind of rambling here and I'm looking at a bunch of skulls on my floor because they're not real. Would it be funny if they were? Well, maybe not. But like, like I was saying, I'm into a whole lot of different things. I have a whole lot of things to talk about this right now, since this is, you know, the first episode. I should mention that the reason why I've been wanting to do a podcast so bad is because I'm not so much now just because of all the changes. But I was really into last stream on the left. And unfortunately, if anybody follows that, you know that Ben is no longer part of that. Unfortunately, because of allegations of unfortunately, you know, like a lot of people nowadays, it seems like, you know, abuse. I'm a great man. Great. So it's still a cool show. They have a new guy on there. They replaced him. I don't know if he's ever coming back, but I really love that show. And, you know, those guys always made me really happy. And, you know, I was watching it a lot. I was once in like every day and I was like, and man, I'd like to I wish I could do something like this, but here I am. And anyways, I really hope that I hope that guy gets help and I hope that he has apologized and all that. I don't really know the entire story. Something to do with the next girlfriend. And that's pretty sad, man, because life is too short. But I hope you know that good things come out of all that because sometimes good things come out of bad things. So but anyways, I wanted to thank them because a big, big inspiration to want to do this for some kind of a big mouth. And I was doing comedy for a while. I'd say maybe a year, a little bit more than before the whole COVID crap happened. I was doing comedy a lot. I was doing it like every other week and I don't know, I have all of those shows. I was I had a friend who showed up and he would film it, and for the most part I was pretty horrible. I tried and, you know, you just keep trying and trying and trying, but I don't think that I was very good. But I mean, I tried. Some people told me they thought I was funny, but my comedy apparently some of it I guess was funny. But I had people saying, you know, some people would, come on, you will do it. I really like your comedy was different. It's not like everybody else, and I appreciated that. And that's what I was trying to do. I wasn't trying to be like everybody else, like I would show up and let's say like I do an introduction, like, Hi, I'm Drew Styles, but I can't do this tonight because I'm too shy. So I have my alter ego here. And then I turn around and it put a like a homemade mask on or some weird mask. And I turn around and I, you know, do like I know what a beautiful evening it is. Yes. Blah, blah, blah. You know, and I do like a British voice. And people would just sit there and look at me like do. And it probably didn't help that every time I've done standup or attempts to do standup, the audience have the audience's drug is just I mean, that's all it is, you know? And it was just it was really disappointing, man. And I tried, you know, I even did. I was invited to do the play, a showcase to do. Other comedians. And I ended up it was supposed to be 15 minutes each and I did mine. I said, Do you want me to stop now? You know, I got leaned over and it was like, No, keep going. So I did it for like 45 minutes. And it was probably, I'm sure for the people there was like one of the worst things they've ever seen. But I get to see, you know, it was an interesting experience. It was, but most of my stuff was pretty horrible. And I ended up quitting like the last time I did. Comedy is it's like, this is this sucks. I mean, I almost just handed the microphone back to the guy there. I'm Moses, you know, So I ended up I quit. I was kind of bummed out about it. And then I was like, you know what? I'm going to come back. And when I was going to come back, everything was shut down and that was it. And I've never done it since. I mean, it it kind of comes around because I've had a lot of people think I'm funny, but it's like when you get up on a stage, it's like a whole different thing, you know? So anyways, you know, I'm kind of a big mouth cause right now, you know, I'm being a big mouth. I'm just nonstop blabbing, but I'm also like highly caffeinated, which is good, but also, you know, just doing shows. I'd be so scared I'd have to drink a bunch of beer. Don't like, that's lame. It's like you really keep drinking just to have courage. That that's a waste of time. My opinion is like, no wonder so many people have problems with like alcoholics and blah, you know, and and that was the end of that coffee. I was not bad for being lukewarm. I still I watch comedy off and on, watch stuff on YouTube. Of course, who doesn't? I like to make fortunes with my mouth. Some people think that's really immature is to do zines, and I always like to ask people questions about poop. And what's really funny is one day years ago, I interviewed vaginal discharge. My two friends Stan and Ryan and Ryan. Rest in peace, buddy. Ryan's like, What is it? What is it with all these poop questions? Dude, that all is up with you. And I was just laughing. I thought it was great. I don't know if he was really mad or he's being sarcastic because Ryan was a pretty funny guy, too. There's a really cool guy, but some people have told me, like, you know, that's really gross. It's obnoxious. You know why you grow up? Whenever people told me that, I must always I'll get dummy. I'm not going to get in. It's all out. So toughen up your ass like I said, I've tried comedy once. I played the Queen and was a Rumpelstiltskin. Yeah, I was Rumpelstiltskin. I was like, I was at fourth grade, I think fifth grade. And that was pretty terrible. It was like just in the classroom. And I once had a girl come up to me, my best friend and I my best friend at the time when I was in junior high, my friend Wayne and I, we were so bad. The coach had us go to the girl's side because they had the gym separated for like two weeks. They put down that big cloth wall thing or whatever, you know they used to do. I know they do that now. So we're standing there, were throwing a ball back and forth, talking about stuff, you know, the usual stuff, probably comic books or whatever. And then this really cute girl comes up to us and she walks right at me. She goes, You know, you're really cute. It's too bad you're such a geek. And I was like, So? And then when she walked off, my buddy high fived me and thought it was awesome. And I thought it was funny, too. The big deal all over. Can you come good looking? And I was like, Whatever. I think it's really funny because I actually had were these girls seem like they liked me. And then when I turned out that I wasn't cool or something awesome, they turned on me with all their their asshole friends of theirs or whatever. You know, I could do a whole story about bullying and stuff, and I will stay for the record. I'm going back and forth on all kinds of subjects here. But I did. I actually absolutely hated high school and I had a choice of going back one more year or dropping out. And I was like, I stayed home because I hated these people. This is when I lived in Idaho. I lived between Blanchard and Spear Lake, and I hated that frickin school. A lot of assholes and just people always starting crap with me, you know, because I had long hair and I'd wear it. Camouflage jacket, combat boots. And every day when I waited for the bus, I would throw up. I mean, no joke. I'd eat some blend. I usually was like Rocky and Bullwinkle, moron. And then I'd walk down the road because we had this long dirt road that went up right to the freeway. And I would I would need for the bus and cats going crazy and I'd puke every day. And a part of it was just because getting up that early, I'd be getting up early. But also my nerves were shot. I hated school, I hated ride the bus. My savior was and will always be okay. And I need the medicine. But I have a whole thing about that later down the road. So I had this like really cheap walkman. Then my grandma got me and it was like, You do rewind it. You had to like turn the tape over. I had one button like, you know, rewind forward, but it was one button, if that makes any sense, and then play and stop. So anyways I would always have teams would me and that really got me help me a lot not listening to all the the assholes on the bus anyways you know I dropped out of school and I tried to go back a couple of years later, but apparently my grandma would at about pay a bunch of money because it would have been over the invisible line in Washington. And we're just like, well, you know, I ended up, I think it was like 93. Well, I came to Spokane in 92 and then I ended up I went to career Path Services and I got my GED and they really helped me out. And so that was cool. And I have a certificate somewhere, and I were signed by Tom Foley, which I thought was pretty cool. But yeah, a lot of experiences in life, good and bad. Like I said, I'm dealing with the diabetes right now. I have high blood pressure, which sucks. I have to take like, take like, they get seven medication pills a day and then it's most, well, not something I have to do, but, you know, taking like my vitamins, my multiple vitamins and stuff, my magnesium, which I don't know really helps me. I mean, I'm tired every day and I don't really feel all that good. I don't ever really feel that good. But that part of the reason why I haven't felt too good is, of course, my blood pressure apparently is still kind of high. I've been trying to bring that down and I don't think I'm doing too well. And it of course, I had and I had been to the doctors in like three years, I think. So the diabetes, that hasn't been great. And then, you know, dealing with a lot of depression and off and on. But lately I've been really, really getting depressed, which, wow, there is my machine. Okay, right in the middle of this show, I just solved the mystery. This is fricking awesome. Or is this better not be battery acid. So I just found my noise device here. My friend Greg gave me this toy, this noise toy that my friend Sean built. Okay. Police told me this is it. So I've been doing noise, you know, like I mentioned for a long time. Noise, garbage, vomit, as some people would say. Wooden. One man, the homemade bedroom noise, which is isn't real noise. MCWHORTER Elitist douches. So this thing that I got. Yes. Mystery solved. Okay. So several years ago, my friend Gary gave me this noise machine that he bought that he bought from a friend of mine, my friend Sean, as you like to call him. Shannon, Brotherhood of Stone Afterbirth, supposedly vegan steak knife, which I don't know if he's done anything with that product. Anyway, this is one of my oldest friends. So he built him this machine because he does. You know what? I can't see the word right now, you know, rewiring like stuff like toys and stuff and turning in a noise machine. So I found the one part of it because it's like this it's almost like it looks like a big box with switches all over. And I couldn't find the other part too, and I just found it through and I just plugged it in. So all you need to do is put some batteries. Yes. This is so cool. This is really exciting. So I want to let you all know that you're listening to this and if you're still listening to this, thank you very much. I will have definitely have more like my episodes will be more focused. Like I said, I'm going to be do doing one. It's just going to be a total praise a thon of the Road Warrior Mad Max two because I love that frickin movie. And then, you know, I've themes going and sometimes I am all over the place. I probably am sounding too serious right now because I actually I like to joke around and do voices and I haven't really been doing that here. It's also because I'm mildly nervous. I shouldn't be because there's nobody here except for I don't know where she went. It was a little little kitty cat up here somewhere. Stormy is hiding out somewhere. She's up somewhere up here. And then I got Walker's over. There was a walker. Well, his walker, The rock or the black and white menace. Right. Rock is a weird tuxedo. Is definitely a menace to society. Eric. so historically, I love cats. And then my big giant cat, his name is Taz. He's downstairs. Probably. Suppose not yelling yet. He never comes upstairs. He used to. He doesn't come upstairs anymore. And sometimes he does sneak up here. And then I see him and he runs down the stairs. And it's funny because he's a big, fat black cat. It looks like he's a Bombay, which I just discovered a while back. But anyways, he's a big, beautiful, oversize kitten. He's awesome. He looks like a, you know, witch's cat and he's awesome. I love blackheads. And if you don't like black cats or even cats at all, then I don't like you and I don't want to know you. Yeah, and I'm looking at my hockey mask or a little my hockey mask. It's like I love masks. I have a lot of masks. I have a lot of loot, store masks and all kinds of mask and a weird, creepy clown mask downstairs. Maybe I'll do a episode, talk about masks. I got mannequin heads and just all these different lots of stuff lying around, lots of cassettes. Do I have a lot of tapes? And CDs and LPs? And there's a lot of stuff, man. there she is. There she is looking over a my Jean-Claude Van Damme collection over there, which is next to my Criterion Collection, which is next to my Liam Neeson collection. And way over there is my Nicolas Cage collection, which is like, I think I like 36 films and I need more missing Nicolas Cage. I love Nicolas Cage, and no doubt throughout my show, because Nicolas Cage is definitely one of my favorite actors. I realized at one day that, you know, this guy is totally cool. And I if I see a Nicolas Cage movie for sale and I have the money, I'll buy it. Only time I haven't done that was like, Yeah, this Western came out a while ago. I was at Best Buy. And the thing is, if I would have had enough money, I would have bought it. But I was like, Yeah, I saw something else that I wanted. I don't even remember. It might have been a Return of the Living Dead special edition Blu ray or something, but I'm actually having fun. I know this show is going to be a lot of fun. It's going to maybe make a little more sense. It might not make sense. You might like click on the link to listen to this, and it might be a whole bunch of noise and weird sounds and farts and belches. And I don't know, like Tim said, just do your show, man. And you know what? I really appreciate you, So thank you. I love you, brother. And before I forget, before I end this episode, because I probably get a few minutes ago, I completely forgot to say before I forget, now is my friend Tim. I met him back in 1992, I think I believe it was 1992, Spokane, Washington, which is where I'm still at. And I was going to trial for Benny in June because I didn't have a job and I didn't know what I was going to do with my life. And I was like, crap, I maybe I could become an actor. So I got a bus, went out. Where was where the where the are the tryouts or what have you. I can't even think right now. Anyways. So I'm standing in line and there's this tall guy with this kind of puffed up air. And it looked it was hilarious, you know, the nice guy. And then this, like, cute, total gothic looking girl play Lydia Deitz, which her name turned out to be. Stephanie And I could tell you a whole story about her. She's cool. I've actually been trying to find her, hoping to find her because she's a dear friend and a mystery a lot. I love her. You know, she's my. She's the dear friend, man. You know, I love all my friends, But anyways, I'm staying in line. We ended up long story short, we ended up becoming friends. We've been friends ever since, and Tim is one of the very few people that has truly believed in me. And I want to let you know, man, I'm dead serious. I freaking love you from the bottom of my heart. You're an awesome dude. I'm proud of you. And I want to thank you for believing in me, man. Means a lot to me. So Tim is a reason why. A lot of the reason why I'm doing this. The show now and it's this is a horrible episode, but that's okay. I'm sure the next episode is going to be a lot better. I don't know what's going to be, but you'll find out. BE on the podcast of 1984 is the world of the Bizarre Alien from Outer Space. And of course, I will be probably mentioning my dream lady, who I love with all my heart. We're talking about my cats. We'll be talking about all kinds of crazy stuff movies, art, comic scenes, good times, bad times, live and love. And this is this a woman? Okay, now I'm calling off Led Zeppelin songs, but I'll be talking about all kinds of cool stuff, a lot of pop culture stuff. And yeah, and I hope you like that intro. This has been Trolls, the bizarre alien saying Stay sick, take care, don't forget to change your underwear. And as always as I've been saying, for many, many, many, many, many, many years, keep the filth and we'll see you next time on Be on the podcast of 1984. All right. Later by.